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2009-01-02T02:09:00.000-08:00

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2008-12-03T23:45:00.001-08:00

ive realised one thing- nothing can be forced; not love, not friendship(:

2008-11-14T21:53:00.001-08:00

TO MY FRIENDS OF ALL TIME!

2008-09-16T01:49:00.000-07:00

this would be my last post before A levels before i come back and start rambling about how im enjoying evry bit of my long awaited holiday after the A.s

ALL THE BEST FOR THE A.S. DO WELL, NEVER LOOK BACK TO REGRET WHAT U HAVE OR HAVE NOT DONE. LOOK FORWARD CAUSE U KNOW UVE DONE UR BEST, PUT IN UR FULLEST EFFORT AND REALLY WORKD HARD FOR THIS.

TO YUHUI, YONGDA, RUIHE: study hard guys. never give up even if ur on the toughest road of ur life. rmb what u told me, we will always be there for each other no matter what till the end. so here goes, tt journey to the end. love u guys and wish u luck<3>

TO SERENE PEH: the big plans u have coming up for u. just 8 weeks before u do the first thing u always wantd to do. smthng to do with the hairdresser? HAH i rmb okae. study hard and powerpuff girls will get u thru. its just a pencilbox away! great friend-always be there for you((: all the best! ps: dont tell me secrets before the paper. we might think of each other! <333

to elaine toh, fahrun: fahrun, u can do this okay! u gotta have faith although its worse den O.s! i know u will, somehow u.ll find ur way. all the best to u guys too! elaine, stop shopping for those dresses! see u soon in novena((: all smiles, ur loved.

2008-07-08T23:40:00.000-07:00

it pains me to see my friends in such agony

and it pains me more when i look at my reflection,

only to know im no better; but even worse den dat.

____

______

whatever it is i.ll try

whatever it takes i.ll try

so dont pay nor mind

to what others say; just try!

quit leaving me behind!i mind.

2008-07-08T02:36:00.000-07:00

i thought i could make it i swear but getting thru this is harder den dat!

if i had one wish, all i could ask for is not this nor dat.

just let me be you,him or her but not me

cause i wished i had better days,

no sour days or glum ones.

for its just not in me to be STRONG!

i cant get thru another day i swear.

a wise man once said, success is when u.ve stepped out of ur failure zone, picked urself up and carry on.

thanks friends for being there. and bestfriend, i know u care but u just dont know how. sorry u had to deal with my emotions; its killing u, its killing me more. and u did great, im happy for u! u.ll do well for sure():

2008-07-08T02:27:00.000-07:00

u probably have ur reasons and everything.s not just on the surface.
i should understand cause im ur friend;
i.ll try but i wish i knew why.

the family!

2008-07-06T08:21:00.000-07:00

THE SISTER, THE BESTFRIEND, THE CONFIDANTE, MY LOVE<333

if yoo cant hold on,

on ur very last try,

i.ll be there in the morning

to pull yoo thru!

the durian tree is bearing loads of fruits dat my freeking neighbour is even reading newspaper there! urgh! annoying. and i was lucky to have tasted the durian right from the tree! it was great((: hah. im soo lucky to have a durian tree just below my house. although most ppl would have felt luckier having a coffeeshop instead! my neighbour might just start to set up a tent there so tt he gets to hear the durian when it drops with a thud! oh man!

the many things ppl do to get fresh durian right from the tree! and my aunt came today and we were cursing the person who was trespassing over our area just to steal the durian from us! stupid man. he had a whole bag of it! we were guessing abt 6 fruits luh! WAD! vented our anger into playing tennis after dat. and my aunt suggested hitting the ball really hard so dat the durian will drop cus she thought i had really strong strokes! hah. totally laughed it off! i tink its in the genes to pass such comments and suggestions(:

2008-07-06T07:15:00.000-07:00

exams ended like quite a while back but my life is still as hectic(:

thurs:
after the phys paper which i hoped would have ended earlier, yuhui and i went for a super lovely lunch at billy bombers and garry tagged along too! i tink we had face cramps laughing at garry! u should hang out with him sometime to know why. HAH. alrite so we ate this super huge chicken wings which was huge, milkshake and i ate banana split. and the funniest part was when we start eating the chicken actually. eating it was actually burning alot of fats okae. super tiring and i tink we took like 1 and d half hrs to finish our lunch. so we started with fork and knives but it ended up dat only i survived the glam test of eating only using fork and knives. garry was _________ (figure dat out urself) but it was kinda funny and yuhui started using her fingers and some tissue but i was true to being the most glam person left standing(((: HAHA although that was really unlikely of me cause my lovely friends got used to me tripping all over the place and laughing at all the wrong times and blah. the list really goes on and on.

our sinful indulgence

great photography thanks to garry(:

she,s using her fingers..

totally unglam

the ultimate GLAMOUROUS person((:

another half and hr to camwhore and finish

up the drinks(:

the bestfriend<333

and after dat super filling meal, we headed to ps but before we reached, the long flight of stairs leading t some housing area kinda attracted me since some time back when i went out with A; so i kinda dragged dem into climbing the long flight of steps and it lead us to some sch and some gate. the sch was d artsy-fartsy sort but yuhui thought it was creepy and she was quite scared abt trespassing but we went in to check the sch out anw and took more photos. d toilet was super small to get in! gosh i couldnt pee in peace cause Y wanted to leave me inside all alone!

it was there far!
we almost died climbing. and stamina just went down the drain after exams):
after dat was movie time and we caught 21. which was a great movie with good life lessons in it too. great unfolding of the story i thought, i might watch it again((: saw shaminah,s friend;i tink she.s nathania. we sat next to each other too! how coincidental.

garry left after, and yuhui and i headed to ikea to get my stuff den headed home with a huge frame. god, i almost fell in the bus prolly on the frame or smthng! see im like dat all the time but somehow i could eat chicken with a knife and fork((: im still totally amazed abt it!

great day, loads of fun!

sat:

dropped by sp to pass clare her long awaited present ut it was a surprise of some sort((:

den out with S to catch its a boy girl thing for the second time. and we sat beside two very weird ppl! one laughed soo loudly like REALLY REALLY LOUDLY from the die of her mouth ok. retard. and some parts were kinda substantial i would say but she laughed so super loudly. and the couple beside S was sexually active i tink. i bet the guy didnt know a tiny bit abt wad was happening cause his face was stuck on the girls neck. i.ll leave the rest to ur imagination(:

some parts of the movie i really din know if S and i were laughing at either one of the ppl or were we laughing cause the show was hilarious. oh well, dat was fun!

we went to food fest too. and food just gor me wild and S not so cus she was dieting. but i managed to feed her lovely food like the kaya and cheese filled ball and the mango pudding! they were superb! did a little shopping in btwn and yeah i got that hairband i was searching high and low for((: awesome thanks to S. i ALSO saw the prettiest looking bag i ever saw thanks to S too! hah. but now i found it, i got to convince my mum into letting me get it cus the amnt of bags i have at hm is ______! so i doubt she would let me): ive tried but it doesnt seem to be working! i wished i had lesser bags now.

the funniest part of d day was i took off my shoes and walked barefooted arnd cine cause it was hurting quite abit(: and S din seem to mind or embarassed at all! awesome friends who love me for who i am i suppose(: she started taking photos of my smelly feet on the escalator! haha!

met the sister after to have dinner BUT I DIN EAT S!(: survived on fruitjuice after S warned me abt being fat! HAH. went taka to acc my sis to get her stuff at the food fest. den headed hm after dat tiring day. we were soo tired, we didnt have the enerdy to walk to our lift lobby okae. soo stayed at the pool to feel the cool breeze sweeping our hair and embracing the picturesque scenery of the night sky. it was a sweet escape esp when it was with the sister((:

S was soo cute couldnt help but snap a pic!

our new aunties in the area! fashion statement

after dat long post, dat summed up the great weekend and study break. cip.s tmr. i hope i survive moping floors w/o the bestfriend and other classmates cus they decided to give stupid reasons and left me to suffer): anw, Y wish vivian happy bday for me(: and enjoy urself.

to be serenaded by the wind.

2008-06-26T22:09:00.000-07:00

woke up in a dream
somewhere in between
this time, i got it right
there i stood infront of u
then i realise my wish has just come true
this time i want my fight
this feeling will not last forever
so now i will embrace this magic night

preparing for midyrs was a big big hassle. imagine the sight of notes flying everywhere and the panic dat keeps u awake all night. my eyebags are soo heavy its heavier den the bagpack u carry for trekking or smthng. OHMYGAWD awful description; must have been the late nights and lack of sleep. but it was worthwhile cause i.ve discovered a few stuff about my classmates i nvr knew. and it felt as though i just knew them all over again. count every blessing i guess! shant say who but my classmates=great people with big hearts on the inside. i guess different people show how they care in a different way(: they.re a mystery really.

have been texting elaine lately and she constantly reminded me that she stored my name as paul twohill cause i was kinda into him when he was in spore idol. and that was like sec sch elaine! i cant believe her. but ohwell. dats why im special in her phonebook((: heh. so i tink im actually into his songs now. he.s sucha great singer and nvr regretted voting for him and stuff. teenage lovestruck times i had back den!

so im down with 3 papers and ive 3 more days of exams and 5 more papers. gotta press on. had a good nite sleep last night although im kinda used to the 3am thing. so my body clock was already adjusted. watched a movie online with serene and den i went off to read thru some stuff before i fell asleep. ser and i have too many things we want to do but ive to tell u rite after exams to fri im stuck with cip: karang guni man. wads with the collecting of clothes and wad not for charity. i get the part when we have to be gracious and do cip but i dont get the part where we have to do the harder jobs to show our compassion. seriously, which part of carrying and collecting old clothes from house to house and distributing flyers part of compassion. probably a more fullfiling cip would me to visit spca or smthng. u rather enjoy wad u do and do it with heart rather den sulk and do something ur soo sour about. the cip session would be more fullfilling wouldnt it? oh well, M told me to stop complaining since ive to do it anw. so shall just accept my fate.

off to study now. oh man, plan to be done with maths today so dat im left with the tougher subjects during the weekends. and tonight.

anws, all the best to YF for his last paper today. i gave him a crash course lecture on proteins when i woke up today cause he was in exam panic mood for not studying for chem! god, wasnt i the best or wad((: sucha great neighbour!

study hard ser and elaine!

CLICK5 TURNED PEEPSHOW GIG

2008-06-01T06:05:00.000-07:00

current song|fall for you, secondhand serenade

dont run away from here
dont give in to ur fears
cause i know all about yoo
cause i love evrything about yoo

today was suppose to be the click5.s concert outing for me BUT BUT BUT the whole plan was sucha bummer. so no click5 for me, and no crazy, jumping arnd, have a good scream kinda thing today): oh i got over it!

cause today, went for study session with sen lin hui who could sleep even the worst sounding ahma was screaming rite in the mike oh soo loudly dat i swear ur eardrums would burst immediately(: but dat girl could just continue her sleep wonder why? so i finally decided to make her mama wake her up at eleven. and im glad she was complaining to me abt the noise she heard from the carnival happening rite downstairs. and the oldies the ahma was singing was rather loud and awful i would say. anw, skipped tuition today cause i couldnt wake up and no point making my way there cause i bet i.ll be like an hr late or smthng. like hello, tuition at novena. and i dont stay anywhere near, so i got changed and met up with L for macs breakfast; soo lucky dat i was the last one to b served the breakfast. if i came any later i would have sat dat and sulk cause theres no more breakfast! awesome start isnt it? L was late cause she was chatting with her neighbour abt the scariest thing i heard soo far. shant say it but it definitely has motivated me to like study hard to get THERE (where i wanna be) someday. actually i tink only L and my mummy knows((: shall keep dat a secret since i.ll feel awfully awkward if anyone knew.

so it was productive studying at the CC and i took this calender filled with lovely, inspirational calender\ quotes thing. and it was weighing me down. soo heavy kay! snacked and bubble tea-d. but no proper meal so was kinda starving. left arnd 6 plus and this pleasant sound attracted us to the CC.s sports carnival to watch a gig by the band called PEEPSHOW: the one wrongturn we didnt regret; such pleasant music and actually we love the lyrics. L bought the EP and got autographs from the band members and cute cute drummer and lead singer. aahha. sexy eyes aye L? heh. they kept thanking us for getting their EP cause they noticed tt we were new. they wrote their own songs and stuff and they are actually awesome i would say. the current song drumming in my ear now is actually, i know and special someone((:

scroll to 2nd april 08 and check out the song i know((: awesome! me and lin and checking dem out on myspace at exactly the same time. since we got back from their gig. we bcame fans in just probably an hr of being serenade-d! L nxt gig is baybeats on 29AUGUST YO! dat date sounds very very familiar((:

a great day although i i didnt get the click5, i got an awesome friend, great company and a great band to serenade me!

ohmyg, awfully small eyes and big pretty eyes((:

MY LOVE, ONE AND ONLY

2008-05-09T21:28:00.000-07:00

DEAR NETBALLERS,

monday will be our last official match together as THE TEAM and soon enough we will have agm ceremony and stuff where we have a whole lot of fun and its really a past down ceremony so means we.re stepping down): but most importantly, after monday, we wont have any trainings under the hot sun and running rounds in the track, morning runs and trainings, we wouldnt have something to work towards on the court, no more screamings from coach, no more crying after matches and wishing dat we could have played better, no more long team talks, no more long water breaks (cause coach went to shit), wouldnt be lugging heavy trainign bags and using one whole roll of tape to tape our injuries, and most of all, no more time for the whole team to just talk and laugh at each other. BUT THE ULTIMATE THING THAT U GIRLS WILL ALWAYS TREASURE AND RMB IS THE BEAUTIFUL FRIENDSHIP AND HAPPINESS THAT COMES FROM OUR TEAM.

we.ve really grown alot closer and gone thru soo much as a team. we.ve made our own share of mistakes but always trying to nvr repeat them during our play. we never gave up on each other and we.re always motivating one another thru text messages or even sweet postcard notes, a smile on court even though we are really exhausted, the continuous motivation to reach for the furthest star, and the strength we.ve developed in ourselves to overcome the obstacles hindering us from reaching our goals and dreams.

just a year ago, we were strangers who came to pjc netball team not knowing what we.ve gotten ourselves into. out of the many people who came for trials, we were selected to form the next team to bring pjc to the next level. in a deeper scope, we were handpicked by God and brought together to build our friendship and to test the strengths of this friendship when put in deep waters and faced with difficult times. it looks like we.ve made it thru the tough times together as a team not forgetting all other things we got from it, like the scars and bruises we got, injuries and even uneven tans. all this is nthng compared to the friendship we.ve learnt for the past one year.

to marlene and serene, u two have been awesome in leading the team and bringing it to where it is now. like really far(: im soo proud of d two of u. plus, the tears u two have shed(although wouldnt have piled up to mine, ahah) shows how much u feel for the team and also how much u love us! its really a good job done on ur part(: its very heartwarming to know that u tink soo much about us, our progress and our goals. and wad sets u two apart is dat u lead with really calm and friendly dispositions instead of great authority! and serene, no one will ever forget ur blur uni(: mar, i.ll nvr forget that ur my awesome D BUDDY too!

and just to mention sien, my neighbour whom i only got closer to when we took bus rides to sch together(:
thanks for the morning calls and all the laughter uve brought during morning bus rides, and the two times we walked to bp to get food and waste our precious time on long walks. plus the last time jiahua joined us on our hunt for food cause we were hungry babarians. and the study session we had at coffee bean the other time till the manager was on the verge of chasing us out. hearts hearts!

and to the STAR, jayhua(:
this post is not emo, its to bring out and highlight the happiness the team had together! anw, whenever i watch u play from the side of the court, i.ll always have by eyes wide open and my jaw wide opened too cause u fly and intercept amazing balls and i just watch in awe. even that time when u slide out of court, i just ohmyg and think to myself, "u brave girl are u trying to kill urself!" and pls take care of ur knee! uve got one more adiv to go and a whole lot of matched more to play in ur entire life okae! not forgetting ur gonna make to under 19s rite u awesome one! play well, and i wish u all the best in ur future plays and matches and i.ll try to watch u play as much as i can cause i nvr miss out on great action when i do! ur my CENTRE STAR and julia.s my SHOOTING STAR((: the two of u blow my mind on court!

the rest of team, although ur injured or not during this period, ur one of us and it really isnt ur fault dat such misfortune befell on u so dont blame urself! esp ger! ger is defending queen really. take care evryone and although season.s over after monday, theres no one stopping us from being together forever. i love my teammates, love my team and our friendship will last till the end of time((: love you girls!
rmb to give ur all on monday!

team dinner

candid picture-dat explains why we.re buddies(:

a hug during lunch!

a div made us that black. ohno wheres sien!

we.re somewhere cold in spore((:

long bumpy bus ride=happy us!

marlene.s v day oreo cheesecake to me!

ger felt comfortable getting stuck in my dad.s car(:

our coffeebean date!

great friends with cheesecake!

the difference when u have and dont have eyes!

BUTTHEARTS<333

eunice:"drink lots of water", yijie.

evry little beautiful moment has really added up to something soo big, we just know it.ll constantly and forever be kept in our heart.

XOXO, FARHANI

2008-05-05T06:04:00.000-07:00

broken down like a mirror
smashed to pieces,
you learned the hard way
to shut ur mouth and smile.
if these walls could talk,
they would have so much to say.
cause evrytime u fight,
the scars are gonna heal.
but they.re never gonna go away.

tonnes of work to do; minimal rest! im in snooze mode evrytime u see me!

A DIV!

2008-04-28T04:55:00.000-07:00

alrite i was freeking busy to update on a div but here it is! first match was dhs: 91-4, next was yj:62-23 and todays match was rj: cant rmb score but it was a lost of 40 plus points. oh well, but we didnt do as badly as the other colleges who played with rj. determining match is weds, njc! we gotta rule the game! dat determines if we get into second round. which, i tink we should be capable of if evryone fights hard hard hard! anw, i was late for sch today and mr yaw was soo fierce shouting at us this morning. ohmyg, and ez link card got confiscated. some punishment. ohwell, ive a bad habit of seeing the sun lighting up the sky before i leave my house. cause im a coward who.s afraid of the dark): ahah. i guess today i came out late cause i was waiting for the sun to be out! and, mr yaw said dat i shld walk to sch or run to sch since i stay soo near. not gonna happen luh. he.s one weird person. and lynn is soo gonna get it if shes late again! mr yaw told me dat im gonna get detention if lynns late again cause he tinks i make a suitable big sister. i doubt so really.

anw, ive a disgusting blister under my feet which i got from todays match just now. and i had pie kia date with julia tan! roast chicken was outofstock! my feets slightly swollen now. and ive no idea how im gonna poke dat blister. its sick! mayb i wont do it cause i aint capable of such things(:

gotta go get my work done. my stupid essay is still dead): late nite tonight.

FIGHT HARD ON WEDS, PLAY WELL, SECOND ROUND.S JUST IN OUR REACH, ARE U GIRLS GAME? GRAB THE CHANCE AND PLAY UR VERY BEST! WORDS ARE CHEAP SO PUT INTO PLAY WAD ALL OF U GIRLS SAY U WANNA DO! hope ger.s fine by weds! ger u better be well since ur soo excited for it((: take care evryone and no more injuries(:

oh most imptly, I DIDNT FALL DURING PLAY TODAY! believe it or not, amazing but awesome((:

a div aside, daddy msged me a random msg today saying dat he.s going to be deployed in the mountains and its really cold! at the end of the match, he text again and said i caught a scorpion! i.ll bring back a life scorpion for you! ahah. i just smiled at the text. wonder wad he.s gonna do with it. scorpion as a pet will sound really funny(: but anw, take care daddy and i tink ur one strong man so im certain u.ll survive in tremendous weathers(: may u and the scorpion pet u have find ways and means to keep warm(: love you<333

stressed

2008-04-19T04:00:00.000-07:00

help me out,
in this time of need,
for im not strong
and i need strength
to get me thru.

had parents meeting today and my mums really*i dont know wad to say*. obviously only yuhui knows(: but im suppose to aim to pass all subjects and maintain a B for maths during midyrs. with a div coming up and evrything, i really feel dat im tight for time and i need to prioritise myself. for now, work really hard and both netball and studies and i hope i.ll make it thru. i sat thru today thinking wad i really wanted and i felt that im clearer now of my goals. hope it.ll be better and more fulfilling to work with a goal in mind. so there it went my sat. thanks yuhui for hearing me out today until i did smthng both of us know((: ahah. really appreciate it. adn also other ppl dat motivated me and comforted me! thanks for being there.

theres really no words dat i can describe how im feeling now but probably the worst expression i can use is messed up? cant figure dat out. hope i.ll have better days ahead of me and pray for me will you? my breaks shall be converted to study time and just sacrifice evrything i use to take for granted like my sleep. guess dats the only way. although im already slping like 4 hrs. i hope i wont regret wad im doing.

for now, pick myself up, study hard and make sacrifices.

2008-04-17T01:55:00.000-07:00

when we hurt each other,
we should write it down in the sand,
so the winds of forgiveness can make it go away for good.
when we help each other,
we should chisel it in stone,
lest we never forget the love of a friend.

CHAMPIONS TRY UNTIL THEY GET IT RIGHT!

2008-04-14T06:43:00.000-07:00

tmr.s e-learning and this thing is making me really happy to the max. BUT before meeting sien and eating nonsense and fatty food, im gonna wake up early for my morning run cause a div.s coming and i tink i need my stamina to get me thru it. so here i come. and coffeebean, and subway will just add on to my fatty issues! god. but after my run, i hope i.ll feel better. and eating shall be the minumum((:

had training today and i felt overwhelmed with info of how i shld do my movement and stuff, i felt quite lost and didnt play well obviously. cause mr lliew was putting me in quite a new position and im trying my best to not feel so messed up abt it. and he kept shouting at me. oh thanks alot for making me feel even more confused. but i tink when he shouts, he makes me focus more and rmb wad taught me.but at the rate he.s shouting, i tink the world will know my name anytime. it was soo loud! oh well, he has a big voice i guess. so i.ll try to be a little clearer abt wad im suppose to do and play well for match against sajc on weds. sien was super unhappy dat the match is gonna be 5 to 7. cause its at kallang and theres sch on thurs. we.ll be soo shagged. but i guess, thats the sacrifice u.ve to make as a team player. so i hope that there isnt any hw on weds((:

bball and hockey.s a div started today and i can already feel the intensity that they have as a team when they lost or didnt play well. joanne.s in a depressed mode and i really tried to cheer her up but to no avail really cause deep down shes really quite upset, and i really dont want to have dat feeling when a div starts for us nxt monday. hope all goes well and we strive for wad we really want. play with the end in mind((: GO TEAM I KNOW WE CAN!

A PENNY FOR MY THOUGHTS

2008-04-11T05:38:00.000-07:00

i.ve been setting aside time,
to clear a little space
in the corners of my mind.

today was friendly against MI and we won 52 to 26 and i thought the fighting spirit was there and everyone tried their very best really((:

anw, after the match we had the best team talk we ever had where evryone opened up and pour out their worries and evrything. obviously, the tears came. starting with me actually the biggest cry baby in i tink the whole world! but from the team talk, i felt dat yolanda and cass said some stuff abt not giving up and cass elaborated abt some brick wall we.re suppose to climb and the team who will win is the one who wants it the most. and i felt that evryone really wants this as a team. marlene also said abt reflecting on our good times before play and just wanting to let the good times when we were on form during play to repeat itself and i tink its really a good idea(:

TO THE TEAM:
i.ve grown to love evry single one of you and u.ve been the greatest thing that has happened in my entire life. all of you have shine light on my slightly dim path and made it soo bright that evryday is a sunny day; without any gloomy days and no dark skies at all! although we may not have been in the same class, evryone accepted each other and because of that, we.re ONE STRONG TEAM NOW AND FOREVER! season.s here and i know our goal is top 4 so push urself hard for this season, want evry ball dat passes by you, fight ur hardest and no room for regrets! im sure we are very capable of this position we want alrite! its our last season together and most of all, we.ve been training soo hard last yr and this year just to put our fighting spirits and skills to the test! wad do we have to loose? give it our all and evryone has their strengths. take ur weaknesses, work on it and convert it to strengths! 2 weeks to go and give all u got and PLAY WELL! this team only happen once and no matter wad, we.ll have memories of this great times we had together and most of all we will always be ONE((:
SERENE, MARLENE, JULIA, SIEN, GERALDINE, LIN HUI, YIJIE, JIA HUA, SHAWN, KAROL, CASSANDRA, YOLANDA, CHARMAINE, WENNA, VALERIE, EUNICE LING AND ALSO YONGJIA!

1. the greatest team i.ve ever met,
2. im blessed to be part of this team
3. the biggest circle of friends who.ll always be in my memory
4. im blessed to have such great friends
5. for you girls, i try THIS much
6. your the best i ever had
7. i forget evrthing when im in ur presence
8. you bring me the greatest escape
9. its built to last
10. friends we.re meant to be!

GO TEAM PJC!

scream it in this love song(:

2008-04-10T03:25:00.000-07:00

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yesterdays training killed evryone practically cause the sun was soaking up our energy and yet at the end of training, coach made us run like ten freeking rounds not arnd him but arnd the track. oh great we were SOO EXCITED! yesterday was also team selections and lovely msgs from lovely people(:

looking back, the a divs is wad we.ve all been training soo hard for and also cause we really want to achieve our own goals. but i really think dat out of all this, wad i really get is the friendship and love and definitely great friends from the team. i learnt alot from evry single one and i truly found a team dat is very encouraging and not forgetting the funny moments we enjoyed as one. evry team has their own uniqueness and for ours, i feel dat we.ve accepted the flaws of our team mates and work to progress so dat our team and perform better and strive for better performances and chemistry our court and out of court. all the encouragements thru text and postcards are memories forever and from there, u know who truly cares. you girls groom me to who i am rite now! UR ALL LOVED((:

joanne was one funny person really. she was late for sch today and its all because she went hm to take her bball tee for the match today but she didnt tink of taking it after sch untill i reminded her! gosh. one bird brain. she.s soo hilarious and this is especially true in the mornings. i had to get concession on one of the mornings and i met her. we laughed throughout the entire bus ride to sch. dat was d day when the embarassing thing also happened to me): urgh! but i.ve gotten over it. i guess everyone has their kodak moments but i cant help it if i have plenty?

tmrs friendly against MI and i hope i do not see that super vulgar girl on court. ohmyg! shes really the best in spouting vulgarities! if i c her i.ll keep my ears in tuned to her(: shes one funny thing! i hope i.ll do well tmr and hope i dont die off after one quart or smthng like i always do and may i fly like the strongest wind(: give it a go team, i know u girls can do this.

anywho, today i had a sinful indulgence with sien! ohmyg i admire her huge appetite to the max((: i tink im making u fatter den ever! actually we.re suppose to head home but i had a sudden craving for the pie from piekia. so we headed to lot one cause she also had the same craving but she was being really thoughtful cause i looked super tired like i ran 204897297 rounds arnd the track but apparently not. but i was really tired until pie kia and nai cha((: i bought two pies; roasted chicken and black pepper chicken. and guess wad! sien bought 2 pies and 7 more in a BOX! dat she claims is breakfast for tmr but i really doubt it((: and when we were abt to leave, she was telling me, luckily we didnt walk pass piekia or i.ll buy another box when i was already filled to the brim! she.s soo hungry 24/7. a great person to have meals with cause she always make me laugh with her being hungry although she ate soo much already((: she needs to get a bigger bag too! all the best for econs tmr!

MARLENE TAN YITING dont be soo sad okae((: you.ll do better nxt time! there.s still skill A. for now, SMILE<333

i.ve got a feeling u could use a little smile
hoping you could stay there for just a little while.

now im back to doing my reflections. and ms chong called me a butterfly brain again for not bringing remedial ws for remedial(: and she even proposed dat ele makes a sash for me upon graduation with miss butterfly brain on it. as if i didnt had enuf of her calling me dat in evry GP lesson! mayb it takes one to know one((:

cause im looking at ur picture; cause its all ive got

2008-04-05T05:04:00.000-07:00

october skies and city lights
were all a blur.

im suppose to be clearing my work load tonight but when i got motivated, thats when bad things happen like my room lightbulb just went out! oh great. and no daddy arnd to change the bulb so my uncle.s coming down to change it. but its taking forever cause my aunts still shopping! gosh! okae wadeva shant complain soo much when i cant even change a lightbulb(:

realised ive not catch up on movies recently. so mayb i.ll find some time for it nxt week. i dont tink so though with training days on mon, weds and fri. current increase in no of friendlies at kallang and super packed weekends, and morning runs to train up stamina and speed on tues and thurs mornings. not forgetting remedials and stuff in sch. plus ms chong made me attend gp remedial under her for being such a butterfly brain during common test! TGIF! i.ll be crashing at an earlier time den since i.ll be getting my ass home later and later and i.ll probably be dead after bathing although bathing maks u feel fresher. but for me, its the total opposite! so i.ll probably sleep catch up on slp during breaks and in btwn lessons but i.ll try to stay awake during lessons so dat i wont be lost in sch(: although i always am. wheres lt3 and lt4? beats me. yuhui knows me too well aye? but flaws accepted(:

received julia.s super duper long text reply when i was having tuition today and i totally smiled to my phone. and my tutor just gave me the stare. like wad are u doing during my lesson! ahah. who cares. i.ll always have time for julia and of course friends in general. ignores the tutor and continued reading my text. and i can imagine julia being really tired when she reached home! ahha. dozing off immediately or smthng. she.s one funny person! always a friend((:

ate this super tasty ice cream from the udders icescream and i just went weak in my knees! cause it was super nice((: my sis got chocolate marshmellow and i had strawberry. its like from the pure fruit itself. super nice! sis couldnt resist gogo sausage. the prata sausage thing although she had a bad throat. i find it really funny when she ordered cause she barely had a voice and
the aunty asked her if she wanted chilli! gosh! i just stood there and laugh(:
so dat was the fat lunch i indulged in.

the train ride home was the worst ever. i was elated to have found sits on the oh so crowded train and was so excited that i could rest my soar feet. so, we sat down. and theres this guy sitting nxt to me and he was sleeping and he kept leaning against me! GOD! and this lady saw and i tink she sympatised with me cause she gave me a smile(: but thats not the point. like hello the train sitting for one person is small and he kept intruding into my personal space so i was super close to my sis and i kept laughing cause he kept coming over and i was very wary of my shoulder! i tink my laughter woke him up after a while cause he apparently woke up! thank god. luckily i had some magazine in my bag so i just place it on my shoulder whenever his heavy head came near((: public transport isnt an appealing alternative if ur sitting beside a weirdo!

i dont tink its abt selecting who comes into ur life. i always feel let evryone in and most of all, treasure the ones that nvr walked out.

FOUR

2008-04-04T06:04:00.000-07:00

YUHUI THANKS ALOT FOR WALKING ME INTO SCH LATE AT NIGHT! LOVE YOU! yuhui, being sucha sweet heart walked me to sch so i could put the huge ball bag into the cage and not tug it home! like its gonna occupy a huge place in my house(: yar rite. but i just wanted to keep it in sch. so when we were there, the security guard was making his rounds and i climbed over the gate so i could get in. and theres this j1 who was really weird he said he wanted to hand up assignments cause he thought tchers go home at nine! WAD D! okae. but i was soo nice tt i acc him to the second floor by climbing over some gate blocking our entry to lt4! im a super good gate climber SWEAR! thrilling though. dat guy owes me big time pls if not for me, i bet he wouldnt climb over cause it was super dark. so i managed to put the ball bag and we saw a black cat staring at us. almost died of fear! (coward obviously) s

i feel frustrated abt the match we played today. partly cause of my play and stuff. i loather myself and plenty other emotions really. i know i can do it but i had to screw up. the feeling got worse cause i know i can do it but i just dont portray wad i can do during play and at the right time. i love friends who cared and text me, consoled me but i took some time to reply cause i felt i shld get over my emotions before sending the reply. so that my reply would really be coming from my heart and not for the sake of it. i feel blessed having such great friends. and charmaine im really not angry with u okae. we.ll train hard. and sorry u had to tolerate with shit from me in court. but i really was screaming at u, just making sure dat u hear me loud and clear over and on top of all the noise form other ppl(: im just a loud person really.

i may not be the greatest friend but im glad u girls willingly accept my flaws. train hard and get a go at it cause we.re truly a strong team with more focused trainings and discipline. i may not be in the best position to say this, but u girls should put in ur best cause ur the best thats yet to be! just 2 weeks away so make sacrifices cause we shant regret wad we have worked for all this while. each and evryone of us have our strengths and if we word together, we.re a tough team to surpass(: give it a go and train hard! ur the biggest family i.ll ever love cause ur passion and my love((:

and thanks yuhui for ur constant companionship all this time! we always have plenty to say. long chat tonight. hope i didnt tire u from that walk back to sch(: ur the best! BEST FRIENDS FOREVER TILL MY VERY LAST BREATH<333 call me arnd twelve? plenty to do and no dinner. gonna starve to death! anw, all the best for ur match tmr(:

(:

2008-03-27T01:30:00.000-07:00

im not the easiest person to love
often the one who lets things go unresolved
yet you choose to be on the side of me
on the side of me

2008-03-24T06:14:00.000-07:00

went for training today, and yongjia came(: she played well although she hasnt play for soo long! shes hotstuff centre luh. ahha. hear dat? anw, it started pouring later during the play and so we changed from training to mass games or smthng. its really fun! we made alot of noise playing the 'i dont know the title' game. i really dunnoe wad its called. but its like evryone just sit in a line and we willl form this long chain. so evry pair will have to raise thru the chain and whichever group reaches back first wins. u shld watch us play sometime. its really fun and we just kept screaming like i dunnoe wad. cause we got really scared that someone will end up stepping on our legs. but ohwells, i loved the game cause i just kept jumping ove evryones legs and got dem all scared cause i went over 3 people at one time( long legs )

after training, played bridge with mar, lin and janice for awhile and den went home with my HOTSTUFF UMBRELLA! anw, just to inform u dat my umbrella can fit 20 people, 10 elephants and i cant seem to close it after use(:

sheltered yongjia and d card form sch to the bustop and i started opening the umbrella from inside sch although i was in the shelter. umbrellas are the new in thing to be carrying around. so better get one now!

im being sooo sinful; munching on doritos which is soo fattening! urgh! im into eating. and i crave hersheys pie! somone owes me!

2008-03-23T04:30:00.000-07:00

was on my way home. and i saw this really poor grandma abt to pick up a piece of tissue paper from the grasspatch. i thought she was a cleaner and was just trying to be a good citizen. and i was abt to give her a smile when i thought it was rather strange that she was not wearing any cleaner.s uniform or some sort. she was dressed quite sually. so i was telling my sister to wait cause i needed to see smthng. so we waited and she ended up using the tissue to wipe her face!!! OHMYG i was soo disheartened and disturbed! frantically opend my bag, looked for a packet of tissue and luckily i had a packet which was given by a friend. cause usually i do not carry tissue around. its was really her luck and mine too. quickly ran up to her and gave her a piece. she was thanking me and i think helping her really made my day! im elated to know dat i was of some use although im not a philanthropist of any sort.

on a lighter note, met up with yijie for tuition and she gave me cookies((: no occasion at all and she baked cookies! soo sweet. and marcus wanted to give me borders voucher cause he didnt want to use it anyway. but he couldnt find it in his wallet. mayb he gave it away some time back and forgot all abt it. but oh well, he volunteered to get me that ohsoocute tin pencil case tmr! yeah! and ive learnt not to drop my pencil case and make soo much of noise in lecture anymore thats why im allowed to get another tin pencil case((: dats wad i tink. im sure yuhui will beg to differ! but i tink she caught my disease and she drops her stuff more den me now((: lousy! and ive to end up stretching and picking up all her things.

play the game

2008-03-21T22:25:00.000-07:00

How to Play
1. Put your music player on shuffle.
2. Press forward for each question.
3. Use the song title as the answer to the question even if it doesn’t make sense. No cheating.
4. With the answers, give your own comments on how it relates to the questions.
5. Tag 5 people.

How are you feeling today?
hold on-jonas brothers
ahah! dats bad. but i guess its gotta do with my sunburn(: so yes i.ll hold on!

Will you get far in life?
hero-enrique iglesias
i.ll get far being a hero? i can barely walk properly. wads with saving lives? i tink my shuffle.s not working!

How do your friends see you?
busses and trains-bachelor girl
OMG! so im a vehicle now? great. my shuffle broke for sure this time.

Will you get married?
we believe-good charlotte
oh dats great(:

What is your best friend’s theme song?
hallelujah-paramore
she.s not even christian! ahha. quite hilarious. mayb it applies to someone else who i know is dying to go to church?

What is the story of your life?
the sharpest lives-my chemical romance
oh mayb it means ive sucha crazy life since its a noisy song anw,

What was high school like?
hear you me-jimmy eat world
OHMYG, how does it link at all!

How can you get ahead in life?
i will remember you-ryan cabrera
i.ll get ahead in life with memories. dats intresting.

What’s the best thing about your friends?
the fourth drink instinct-cute is what we aim for
HEY! im not a drunk so why shld my frineds be drunks? ahha. drunks are hard to handle. its getting soo hilarious!

What’s in store for this weekend?
obsession-baby bash
over? mayb my dad! probably!

Describe your grandparents.
Shoulda let you go- keyshia cole
Tht's morbid, and not true! how evil. stupid shuffle!

How’s your life going?
one boy, one girl-collin raye
theres no love story going on!

What song will they play at your funeral?
all over again-justin timberlake
oh! means i.ll relive my life all over again((:

How does the world see you?
your beautiful-james blunt
Haha, dats new(: mayb i smile too much!

Will you have a happy life?
sorry,blame it on me-akon
oh no! dats sad! its not even happy!

Do people secretly lust after you?
unbelievable-craig david
OMG! the shuffle is retarded okae. its unbelievable people do? only my shuffle can answer dat,

How can you make yourself happy?
good times-tommy lee
good times and memories with lovely friends i guess. yeah, i guess that.ll do the trick(: those people cheer me up.

What should you do with your life?
wake up call-maroon 5
OHMYG! i deserve a wake up call! mayb cause i sleep my days away. human alarm clock((:

Will you ever have children?
its not over-chris daughtry
dats crazy! i.ll have a whole team of children or smthng! dont even want to imagine dat!

What song would you strip to?
Stronger-kanye west
(:

What does your mum think of you?
baby girl- stacie orrico
urr im called a spoilt kid for a reason :D

What is your deep, dark secret?
the great escape-boys like girls
ooh! dats sneeky!
That's for you, stranger,

What is your mortal enemy’s theme song?
about you now-sugarbabes
is dat like the latest gossip or smthng?

What’s your personality like?
bubbly-colbie caillat
dat explains the wide smile on my face!

What song will be played at your wedding?
breathless-shayne ward
Not bad, i'll leave him breathless :D
my favourite song too! its quite a sweet wedding song really. go check the song out and u.ll agree((:

Tagging: clarechew, serenepeh, meijin, yongjia, wanyin

2008-03-21T21:22:00.000-07:00

squeals!
watched step up 2 with yuhui on like thurs after our commontest ended. although i was like soo tired after sleeping for only 2 hrs the night before. ohwell. see the sacrifice yuhui:D anw anw, ROBERT HOFFMAN is AWESOME! i.ll say dat ten thousand times and still wont be bored and tired of saying it. he.s definitely a class of his own if u know wad i mean.

yesterday was yuhui.s bdae! you.ll faint of laughter if u see my present. but ur banned from laughing anw. or ur dead! anw, i was grooving to step up 2 soundtracks last night dat i couldnt sleep until i was really really dead beat. and i had a dream i was dancing with robert hoffman![dats a lie] ahah.

anw, yesterday was family outing minus sister. was rollerblading. and i got a bad sunburn on my back. ive to sleep face down and its soo painful. that sucks but i had fun. my dad was 'look at me do this' some trick he was gonna do. and all of us stared in awe. BUT, he did d trick and fell! ahaha. dat was soo hilarious. and when he got up, he fell twice! it was an awesome kodak moment and i was laughing like soo loudly! we went to watch some wakeboarding thing at the other end of east coast. and its damn cool but kinda dangerous. mayb i.ll try it some day. we bladed the whole east coast stretch and i was dead tired after.

i was online last nite talking to yuhui and dad called for a family talk. oh its been long. and Y.s super funny. she kept saying hey hey hey! i can imagine her reaction when i died on her(: sorry friend.

hope daddy decides to get me the itouch soon!

time flies when ur having fun really means something. cause daddy.s leaving on monday and worst still, its a morning flight. although his leave was like 18 days i only felt as if it was a week long or even lesser. he didnt wanna go back too. he.s like, soo many things ive yet to do and im leaving already. so i guess its back to long distance phone calls and text msgs.

common test was a disaster although i did study for it. how i wish i could skip the whole part where i get the results but guess not. face it and move on i guess.

training on monday and yongjia.s gonna com for it. always happier when she.s there. she.s like the teams morning sunshine or smthng. always with her smile. she.s even more of a sunshine den me(:

OH NO! crash and burn):

2008-03-07T03:41:00.000-08:00

im still holding on
i should take it easy but im still gonna get around
theres something growing on the outside
too much missing on the inside
should i waste more time when evrything is done and done and overdone?

to friends i love;
sometimes its hard
when rains pouring on
i used to worry what tmr would bring
then yoo came along
changed my world arnd
gave me smthng to believe in
when im upside down.

and let me say i owe it all to yoo
and i wanna thank yoo
for making the sun come
shining thru.

if yoo shld find
yoo need someone too
just turn head in my direction and i.ll do the same to yoo.

and let me say form the bottom of my heart
i wanna thank yoo
for making the sun coem shining thru.

keep bringing
keep bringing
keep bringing
the SUNSHINE to me.

thanks for comforting this sad puppy who got sucha Disgusting result for malay! larry is one idiot thinking im gonna commit suicide and wad not and wanted to make sure i was right at my doorstep all well and in tact. u made me smile like a baboon!

my sis is happy but oh well she deserves it i guess. well tonight, the room will be half filled with happiness and half gloomy! i hope the flowers on my side dont gloom like me cus den the contrast would be really visible! im still capable of a frowning smile(:

tmrs sat and daddy was alreay calling in tonight; happy and excited. he comforted me but said dat trying ur best wasnt good enuf speech! oh well, daddy, u.ll get it tmr when i get to see yoo(: ohwells, ur still the best and i still rmb u gotta stand outside for 20 mins for forgetting mummys bdae as a punishment!

mummy comforted me too. and she said dat its was alrite although i know dat shes disappointed. and even asked sis to comfort me when she gets home. really thoughtful so im gonna study hard for commontest although it wont necessarily compensate. but at least i know i can do it and would give me a boost for the next few exams.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY LINHUI LOVE!

2008-03-07T03:33:00.000-08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIN HUI LOVE! heres a song dedication to yoo! imagine me singing? aint it fabulous and i light up ur life cus i sing too well!

" HEY YOO!
i know im in the wrong
time flies when ur having fun
yoo wake up another year is gone your eighteen
i guess yoo wanna know
why im on the phone
its been a day or so
i know its kinda late
but happy birthday
yeah yeah whoa oh
i know yoo hate me
yeah yeah whoa oh well i iss yoo too
yeah yeah i know
i know its kinda late
but happy birthday
so hard when ur far away
its lame but i forgot the date
i wont make the same mistake
im so to blame
now yoo know
dont hang up the phone
i wish i was at hm
i know its way too late
but happy birthday"

i hope yoo love ur heart shaped big lovely cookie(: thanks for cheering me up today too! i smiled but to my phone so u probably couldnt see! study hard and ur soo loved evry evry day! all the best for napha tmr! run like crazy<333

2008-02-09T05:28:00.000-08:00

Noah: My Dearest Allie. I couldn't sleep last night because I know that it's over between us. I'm not bitter anymore, because I know that what we had was real. And if in some distant place in the future we see each other in our new lives, I'll smile at you with joy and remember how we spent the summer beneath the trees, learning from each other and growing in love. The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. I'll be seeing you.

Noah: I am nothing special; just a common man with common thoughts, and I've led a common life. There are no monuments dedicated to me and my name will soon be forgotten. But in one respect I have succeeded as gloriously as anyone who's ever lived: I've loved another with all my heart and soul; and to me, this has always been enough.

Noah: So it's not gonna be easy. It's going to be really hard; we're gonna have to work at this everyday, but I want to do that because I want you. I want all of you, forever, everyday. You and me... everyday.

quotes from The Notebook.

guess dats why many drown themselves in love stories and feel pleased when they.re engrossed. maybe is an escapism from the real world and into the fairytale dream they.ve always wanted.

(:

2008-02-04T04:50:00.000-08:00

i can take a plan
high up in the sky
and fly for a million miles.
write a melody soo sweet,
make a TEAR turn into a SMILE((:

today.s training was mainly reflecting on the sports trip and i was just laughing all the way at the great play by team mates and the superb falls from me. oh well. u see tall ppl fall often aye? that sums up my day. chem test AGAIN tmr! shes torturing and i aint liking it.

hope dangles on a string
like slow spinning redemption
winding in and winding out
d shine ahead has caught my eye.
and roped me in so
mesmerizing its so
hypnotizing i am
captivated i am.
defense is paper thin;
just one touch and i.d be in,
too deep now to ever swim
against the current.

KL trip

2008-01-28T03:25:00.000-08:00

hey! like finally im updating my dead blog((: ahah. all thanks to BUDDY, MARLENE TAN YITING! my room mate. anw, sports trip was really fun and i actually thought it felt a little like a fairytale dream(according to sien) cause it was all happy and no sadness when we were there, our meals were the funniest to the max. julia, ger and cass was all crazy during meals times. they love to play the stuffing competition and they challenged who can stuff more fruits into their mouth without laughing and drink water without swollowing the fruits. it was super funny! cass was damn retarded and obviously she won. mouth soo big! and julia thought me how to peel prawn in my mouth! soo cool((: thinking of my meals in kl and having my meals now, brings back all the funny moments of the team that i dont experience evryday. so to a certain extent i feel rather lonely having meals now cus theres lesser laughter and lesser fun.

the team bonded great in kl and the bus rides were soo bumpy that all of us slept, played bridge, did retarded stuff, sang the gatsby song, immitated julia.s and sien.s laughter and just laughed at each other. it was a ball of a time. i tink the only reason why felt the trip was too short was because i had alot of fun and it was just soo carefree. the kinda life i only experience in dreams.

anywho, im back in reality now and ive plenty of tests to study for plus hw to catch up on. jasima was soo mean today. i tried to memorise the definitions for the test although i knew abt it like only last nite, and i only left one blank. she almost sent me out of class luh. but luckily the guys helped me out and said that it wasnt fair to send me out. yay! thanks to them again forever rescueing me.

received yongjia.s lovely note today form yongda and i tink she really misses the class and the team and guess wad yongjia, i miss yoo plenty too! was looking forward to seeing u in kl but too bad all wasnt fated but i still can see u in spore alrites! anytime as long as ur not working(: plan the day and meet up!

wnt sinsei just now with yinlin and the physician was like talking to us so dat we can bear the pain but it was sooo super painful. he just unmercifully went to push the ligament back in place. full strength all the way man. i was like ouch ouch and he continued talking to me. oh my god! but oh wells, its over and my feet stinks of the herb thing. im soo taking it out before going to sch tmr or i.ll just stink the whole lecture with the herb. and he said i jumped too much and too high or smthng. and banned me from jumping for a week. damn funny. which means, WANG YUHUI I CANT DO PT TMR! ur on ur own. and i.ll be looking at yoo with a great big smile((: ahaha.

yongjia i.ve updated for yoo! the photos will just have to come from the other blogs cause ive to start studying for test already yar! anw, thanks again for the note and yongda was showing off that he got two luh. slap him! see yoo sooon and stop working<3333

marlene my lovely buddy, thanks for piggy backing me although im not dat light(: ahah. u were the best okae. peeled prawn for me, carried me, helped me get slippers, encouraged me and entertaining me! yoo are love! great memories, retarded moments, stupid photos and lovely food! LOVES<333

2007-11-27T01:58:00.000-08:00

Lets101 - Free Online Dating

sleep

2007-11-20T19:54:00.000-08:00

i,ve been sucha lazy bum dat i need 15 hrs of slp to satisfy me . i lie in bed all day waiting for the next meal or a reason to go out , im soo awful . gosh !
anyhow, yongjia,s leaving for poly and i was blessed to enjoy dinner with her, serene, yolanda and eunice at pastamania after the match . it was the best day and also best dinner of my life ((: i.ve nvr had soo much fun !

see how much happiness we had ((: a million dollars wouldnt even make us smile dat huge !

friend,
tell me wad u need . im at a lost as to how to make u smile .

misses daddy

2007-11-02T02:08:00.000-07:00

closest to my heart, daddy .

its been 3 days since i sent daddy off for some peace keeping mission in east timur and pray dat he.ll be safe and happy while he.s there. 3 days seemed like forever to me although i text him before sleep every nite. i miss- morning waking up sessions, breakfast, soccer matches, eating ice cream, runs, his jokes but most of all, his presence. he.s always there when i was down to cheer me up. but this 9th nov, he wont be right next to me whatever the results may be. hope it.ll be something good so that i wont suffer alone. daddy, i miss you . come home soon .

the house.s quiet,
the night.s dark,
only with ur presence,
the family.s complete.
we miss you
we do
for you are the light
that shines bright at night,
daddy, we love you !

more photos

2007-10-26T18:43:00.000-07:00

more photos as promised .
bring me the happiness i once had and am longing for .

you use to hear laughter ringing in your ears.
now ur soo accusyomed to hearing ur heart tear.
that u dont even know that its the heart that.s hurting.

>

the last day of school

2007-10-26T05:04:00.000-07:00

todays. the last day of school and yuhui made an emo class video and thats when it hit me that i really treasured the memories i had with my classmates who are truly my source of joy and happiness throughout the long lectures and tutorials . no matter wad happens; if our class strength decreases or anything, out spirit remains the same . to end of this year, i wanna thank my lovely classmates, all twenty- eight of them for giving me the strength to carry on and to bring our class to where we are today . thnak you alvin, yuhui, garry, ruihe, yongjia, jingli, joanne, deborah, yanen, tien kian, chan seng, meng yik, hong siah, yong siang, junye, mira, amirah, wee choon, jeremy, eleazer, aloysious, timothy, yaojie, jian hui, kay wen, hongwei, yongda and urs truly ((: i also am very honoured to have such a lovely bunch of ppl for pw : joanne, yongda, hongwei, garry . i really enjoyed the time we spent doing pw and although we quarelled over certain things, we always patch up and are always there for each other . we will do well for OP and strive ! LOVE YOU GUYS ((:

more photos will be up the next post but for now im going dinner with daddy . he.s leaving for work overseas . evryones leaving me all at once . this is so depressing . love u daddy ((:

after a long day out.

2007-09-30T09:12:00.000-07:00

You Don't Hold a Grudge

You're willing to give almost anyone a second chance, even if they've really wronged you.
Incredibly forgiving and compassionate, you understand that people sometimes change for the better.

Do You Hold a Grudge?

Your Career Type: Artistic

You are expressive, original, and independent.
Your talents lie in your artistic abilities: creative writing, drama, crafts, music, or art.

You would make an excellent:

Actor - Art Teacher - Book Editor
Clothes Designer - Comedian - Composer
Dancer - DJ - Graphic Designer
Illustrator - Musician - Sculptor

The worst career options for your are conventional careers, like bank teller or secretary.

What's Your Ideal Career?

all the best for tmr.s paper bindy poh xinyi ! u can do it . have faith <3
rmb to be calm and think carefully before answering the questions !
sore feet and a tired smile, i.ll be off to bed .

birthday

2007-08-29T04:42:00.000-07:00

TODAY is a lovely day . with great weather and i saw the SUN ((: ahaha . the sun was out cause it was shining on me today !

GREAT BIRTHDAY I HAD TODAY with my lovely friends they are great LOVE ! firstly, birthday song in the morning by classmates at the parade square . rather embarassing . den it was this big balloon they bought for me and lovely spongebob bedroom slippers . ahah . yongda and ruihe were trying vry hard to make the balloon be free from my chair so that everyone could c it was my birthday . but u c, i was apparently seventeen as of just now and i became smarter and of course that didnt happen ((: class present was shared between yuhui, alvin, yongjia, jingli, yao jie, garry, yongda and ruihe . THANKS FRIENDS ! appreciated it . i.ll wear it all day ! ahah .

met HAZWANI in the morning to get to school and she passed me a rapsberry cheesecake from coffeebean ((: damn nice ar ! and not forgetting her very well drawn birthday card . and haz i will not look back on wad happened to me on tues and laugh okae . i tink i.ll just look back and cry also ! ahha . THANKS FOR PRESENTS ((:

LOVELY JULIA bought me this spongebob which was a birthday card come present . and it was soo huggable . it was the centre of attraction during lessons ! my teachers walked pass it and touch the soft exterior ((: ahah . soo funny . but i love i soo much ((: my patrick now has a lovely best friend, spongebob ! yayness ! im getting lesser space in my bed cause its occupied with many many toys now ! ahah . THANKS BUTTHEARTS !

THANKYOU TO THOSE WHO DREW ME PRETTAE CARDS TOO ! xinyi, haz, yongjia and jingli ! loved them <333

xinyi.s soo cute okae . she asked haz to ask me for my locker no to put her card in it . that sweet girl ((:

joanne.s still the classic ! she went to shop and save to get ferrero roche and looked for me to pass it to me after like killing all the plants in the sch when she started to like pluck all the flowers to give me ! oh man that plant killer . but she was soo super funny ((:

watched dead silence with yongjia and jingli and we were quite late soo we decided to take away our pastamania and eat it in the cinema instead . so yes . and dats wheni realised i cant eat in the dark cause i dirtied my blouse ! my WHITE blouse . okae but the show was damn scary !
this is the poem that based ont he story :
BEWARE OF THE STAIRS OF MARY SHAW
SHE HAS NO CHILDREN BUT ONLY DOLLS
WHEN U C HER IN UR DREAMS
RMB NTO TO SCREAM
OR UR TONGUE WILL BE CUT OFF

anws, ryan kwanten is damn hot luh ! he.s the lead actor so i was quite trilled that i watched the show ! ((: ahha .

oh but i forgot to say dat I LOVE MUMMY MOST ! she actually went to look for seventeen cakes for me luh . so touched ((: loved her ever since i was born ((: <333

THANKS TO EVERYONE WHO MADE MY DAY AND CELEBRATED WITH ME !
wishes came from boon kai, shaun, clare, vina, bindy, jeraine, alvin, shaminah, weijie, alvin, ash, larry, masturah, farid, valerie, marlene, joanne, amirah, jeremy, yongjia, jingli, tingxi,geraldine, julia,xinyi, seokting, grace, cassandra, ruoning, yijie, jeremy nicholas, audrey, yueli, rani, jia wei, serene, my family, mr ng and ms jasima and WANG yuhui (ten times and counting)
hope i didnt miss out on anyone . but thanks for making this yr a great and memorable birthday ((:

CHEESECAKE !

balloon((:

the lovely bedroom slipper((:

SPONGEBOB <333

the prettae birthday cards !

and a HUGE FAT SMILE ((:

IM A HAPPY GIRL TODAY !

rainy day

2007-08-19T03:03:00.000-07:00

this weekend was a fun weekend at home cause of the rainy whether and also the many many tests coming up ((: but i wasnt really studying ): i was cuddling under my blanket and spending time with lovely patrick ! ahah . okae i did study a little bit . and watched king kong on hbo . my sis reminded me dat i cried while watching king kong the other time when it was showng in the cinemas . and den i was like wad d hell was i crying for . ahah . but anws, i.ve no idea . seriously i tink im sucha cry baby. i cry when i fall, i cry when i dont do well, i cry when i watch movies and thats all to it in me . CRY ! WORLD.S NO 1 CRY BABY ! okae . i cant stand me okae . but anws, behind all that tears is a happy smile ((: YEAH ! the smell of rain is the freshest thing i have ever smelled other than food luh . ahha . its soo good to smell rain . i was just standing at me window breathing in the smell of the LOVELY RAIN !

i felt a sudden hurting feeling in my ankle when i was walking just now . guess it hasne healed well . but no more mc . so im doin pe tmr ((:

my sister and i are soo bitching abt my annoying maid ! ahha . its soo much fun ! but she is super annoying . cant stand her !

<333

pw outing

2007-08-09T04:09:00.000-07:00

had pw outing at KAP today . saw ernest and cassandra there too and faith.s pw group . i bet evry there was doing pw cause i saw alot of surveys and graphs and wad not ((: ahaha . our grp shared 2 packets of fries and yongda, joanne and i ate apple pie n top of fries ((: GARRY IS PART OF OUR GRP TOO ((: *that implies smthng !*

and with me around, theres always GROUP FUN ! ahaha . im soo happy . we took photos and joanne agreed to the shot after alot of persuasion . oh man . she.s soo funny ! and garry said i wanna cut hair when he no longer has any on his head . weirdo !

left is the fairer people and right, the darker ones ((:

we are all following joanne.s actions !

pretty shot ((:

first perfect group shot <333

thats all . group love <333

national day celebrations

2007-08-08T04:54:00.000-07:00

THE GIRLS WERE SUPER HIGH ON NATIONAL DAY ((: joanne was a total retard and amirah rmb evry single line in HOME and yongjia was jumping arnd with me . BUT ALVIN STINKS ! hah . okae . so i made him seat outside the hall to ensure a happier celebration for the girls ((:

joanne was happily clapping to the beat ((: and not forgetting singing outta tune .

we were in the all time high mood !

joanne hiding from my camera as usual !

farni, amirah.s arm, yongjia <3i was smiling to the hot guy taking the photo ((: AHAH ! sucha retard .

mira and joanne .

the company is love <333

after all that is was the moment for me to visit the sinseh yet again . but yongjia wanted to watch secret with jingli so i rang clare chew ai ting ! ahah . went sp for lunch and to grab clare along with me cause she.s soo pampered dat she needed me to fetch her ((: urms . drank honeydew juice which was lovely and it filled me to the brim . den headed to chinese garden to get my ligament in place . it was 5 secs of unbearable but after den u c farhani smiling with her darly white teeth cause she feels great . ahha . it was one hard push and clare felt the pain . but no tears cause farni.s a strong and big girl now . she doesnt cry ! aha . headed to bp after dat to get our sinful treat of missy donuts+bubble tea+old chang kee . clare has too many cravings to resist .

i felt so happy today cause i get to finally hang out with clare once again ! like finally ! it felt like i was just in sec sch laughing my butt off abt evrything . althought it was the most unglam trip to the sinseh . the company was wad i longed for . thanks clare for blessing me with the time to hang out with u again ! we.ll sure meet up again for sure . cause ur my great love ! ahah . anws, saw jeraine when i was at sp and she definitely doesnt want to dress red but instead she dressed all yellow and she carried the oh soo cute spongebob bag ! ahahah .

on the way back, bumped into charmain, my new neighbour ! argh ! and we walked all the way home together until the carpark where we splited up cause she stays in tower B ((: but sadly she wouldnt be lovely neighbour for long . she.s shifting yet again ! but i can still get to sch with her ((: im quite sure dat i wont be late ever if i go to sch with her ((: ahah . yeah ! i c the smile on mr ng.s face when i tell him dat nxt time . ahah . no one can really c how happy i was today ((((((((((((((:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO LIM YIJIE ! AND SINGAPORE !

game

2007-08-04T20:19:00.000-07:00

today.s pesta sukan . and im gonna miss it ): BOO ! this sucks but i.ve no choice i guess . anws, all the best to the team again !

missing the game is like a reenactment of me missing the syf in sec 3 . both reasons were cause i fell and injured myself . im cursed .

i.ll study for organic chem test den .

sprained ankle

2007-08-03T23:43:00.000-07:00

today.s quite shitty but fun in a way ! owens sells the bestest root bear float . it was yums . open house was more like enjoy urself instead of invite people . ahha . yar but i guess they can c for themselves ?

Played netball in the hall with the small boundary and we kept hitting evrthing in the way . not even avoiding people . ahah . so dat was kinda crazy . and silly me had to sprain my ankle on the wrong day . tmr.s pesta sukan, some netball carnival, and i cant play . boo, this sucks . i cant stand it how i wasnt given a chance luh . anws all the best to the team den . my ankle hurts soo bad dat i roll arnd int the house on my computer seat . i feel paralysed for the first time . its so painful . i thought of spending my entire weekend studying for chem test but again being smart as usual, i left my entire file in sch just now . but lovely sien.s gonna pass it to me . soo nice luh . oh my god . i just looked down on my toes and saw dat my ankle was soo swollen dat its as big as my fist ! gosh ! i cant stand the site of it . BUT I WANNA PLAY FOR PESTA SUKAN . coach said im playing for 2 half matches and now theres nthng i can do to let him put me in . i cant even walk properly . this sucks . geraldine, julia and chamaine were of great help wrapping my smelly feet . dats wad charmaine said . she said my socks smells of grass . how is dat even possible . mayb its green ((: ahha . great !

daddy insisted in bringing me for x-ray later tonight . hope my ankle.s fine looking at the oh soo swollen condition . im gonna hide in my room if i have to wear a cast and be on crutches again . better not be dat way man .

anws, ALL THE BEST TMR GIRLS ! U ALL CAN DO IT . U.LL BE JUST FINE . i.ll be supporting u girls all the way ! all the best to yijie and julia .

JULIA CHEER UP FRIEND ((:

2007-07-07T05:30:00.000-07:00

im a sick kid !

today was sports forum in the morning . and me, yijie, shaun, carebear and yolanda were the receptionists . i tink it was fun as we had to bring out our artistic side ((: urm den we ate of course . before the guests get to eat ! yayness ! AHAH . so, after dat we attended the second half of the talk . quite interesting but major esther tan.s speech was like from a storybook . and choon lock had to remind me how disgusting my pri school photo looks like . POO ! boring . went town with sis to watch transformers . it was soo packed dat i was sitting at the second row from the front luh . eeakkk ! but a good show . wanted to get deborah.s present after dat but i was in pain cause i.,ve food poisoning . poo again ! it sucks luh . my stomach hurts and churns at the same time . its soo painful dat i was sleeping throughout the bus ride home .

clare chew ! to think u want me to do this ((: ahah . cause im probably ur most weirdest friend ar ((:

Rules of the game:Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself.People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tagbacks!

1. my friend.s think i have drenched hair .

2. i like running.

3. im a fatty now.

4. i dont know how to cut my own nails.

5. i play the piano.

6. i cant control my emotions. especially when watching movies.

7. i like to screech.

8. im actually quite a big dumb dumb based on the decisions i.ve made in my life journey.

9. i LOVE donuts !

10. i tink debbie.s hot((:

i tagged : serene, amirah, alvin, yong jia, masturah .

mid yrs suck big time

2007-07-03T03:38:00.000-07:00

when ur gone, all the words i need to hear to always get me through the day and make it okae. i miss you .

today.s such a mix feeling day . like im up den im down and den up all over again ! got back my chem, phys mcq and maths papers . im soo gonna die for phys but i passed maths and almost passed chem . but mrs jasima did give me some encouragement cause she was saying dat i dont take pure chem and i.ve been improving so my marks was quite on the survival side i guess . but no dat wont satisfy me . IM GONNA ME AN ALL TIME 24/7 MUGGER AND A HUGE HUGE NERD ! retaining is a no no for me . im soo gonna start studying today ! like rite after dinner tonite . no social life for now . but it.ll all pay off for sure . mdm goh made my day today . she.s soo funny . she used lipstick and extra makeup for the china ppl when they were observing her lessons ((: wads dat all abt man ? that was the part which i really smiled . and her class is always fun ((: chem i was better . but phys was the worst i.ve felt okae . i got soo little marks dat evryone was checking their marks but i dont even have to count and i know there.s no mistakes . thats how little my marks are . its depressing how i studied soo hard but nthng comes out of it . so dat means work harder !! promos i.ll be the busiest person counting marks cause i.ll make sure i have too many marks to count . i have to make that happen to make up for the lousy midyrs ((:

oh and stupid me for being the acm cause i,ve to usher guests with marlene during the council thing . oh my god . me, usher? ur not serious rite . cause i dont even know wheres lt 3 and 4 UNTIL NOW ! yes . im just a lost kid in this not very big school .

i.ve a bad habit of regretting stuff after they happen . like i dont really treasure wad some people do for me dat when their gone and they leave me, i feel a lost and a great regret . sometimes, i tink im just such a meanie . but i guess dats me . so sorry if i was ever mean to anyone . i wish i could bring back all things great that happened to me and just treasure it without making the same mistake . but i.ll always repeat them somehow without knowing . i just want a simple yet really meaningful life which i will be really happy and smiling abt when i look back nxt time .

i nvr knew i needed u there when i cry .

team bag

2007-06-29T19:25:00.000-07:00

thurs

met julia for brunch at jp and ate fishball noodle and i agreed with julia dat i wasted money eating fishball ! ahah . she.s like ur fishball cost ten dollars ar . and her chicken rice is sooo nice that i didnt even finish my fishball noodle . made a bad choice of fishballs ): AHAHA but anws, she headed to sch for her pw while i went lot one to meet serene before self training . she wanted to get something from body shop . the passion fruit soap is damn nice !!! I WANNA GET THE BANANA ONE ahhaa . den i.ll attract monkeys or smthng ((:so, serene was late as usual so i waited for her and we exchanged stupid msgs !

f: aye faster. i tink i look like a suspicious article loitering around the control station ((:the staff are looking at me .
s: dont make me smile can . im in the train alone and i look soo dumb smiling to myself .
f;(attempted to continue making her smile) im hearing the umbrella song now . i will "ella ella ella ella" until u come ((((: AHAH .
s: no replies

so i waited and waited dat i went nearer to this two pri sch kids and now i figured i looked like some paedophile ((: okaes . so i was leaning against this fire hose thing and its soo red . my position became more and more unglam my the minute .i ended up in the most unglam position and serene started to walk over and laughed soo loudly at me i bet i gave a very priceless facial expression . cause i can see it from her LAUGHTER ! ahha . she scared the kids ! headed t body shop and den walked arnd . and i found some very cute possible teambag at some shop . i didnt really mean it luh obviously . its like some tigger bag which small kids carry ! ahah . so we were seriously doing some laughing therapy in lot one . den we walked past this shop which was showing 200 pounds beauty . and she was singing the maria song . rmb the concert ? yes dat was the scene . and i soo rmbd that i cried in the cinema at the exact same moment . farni.s sucha loser !!! obviously i was crying luh . we watchd awhie until benjamin said hi to us . and we were talking for a little while. and thats when i told benjamin his classmate is in a green polo tee . BUT THE POLO TEE WAS SOO BLUE OKAE i tink im colour deficient . oh no ! mayb its karma after laughing at boon kai last time cause he.s colour deficient ((: OOPS ! headed to school for self training .

we did some funny routine arnd the perimeters of the netball court . and it was really funny . i tink i saw those having pw staring at us !! we looked weird . but i was practically laughing at myself as usual ! after self training, we headed to town to get the team bag . YAYNESS and we.re gonna carry it on tues . all of us bought it except yo, charmaine, carebear and germaine cause they didnt like it . but all the rest bought it ((: GO TEAM !

in short, thurs i laughed at myself alot and it was a rather embarassing that serene saw me at that moment ((: but who cares abt image luh .

julia outing

2007-06-26T18:38:00.000-07:00

yesterday was a TAN.S OUTING ! ahahah . it was super fun although all we did was shop . BUT ITS FARHANI AND JULIA ! somthing crazy is born to happen during the outing . im was laughing all the way luh OBVIOUSLY ! at the slightest thing ((: oh yes . and julia bought a cute betty boop top and i contemplated to get the MISS GREEDY top from topshop ! left two only and it was soo tempting but later julia was like saying evryone has it so u shldnt be following the crowd ! AHHA ! okaes so dats dat . we went mango, topshop and blah blah blah . ahah . urms . finally got the mac casing in RED ! i am soo glad daddy asked me to get . the blue one he wanted is soo the ugliest shade of blue so luckily i had better taste . the green one was not bad luh but i prefer RED ! ahah . so red it is . anws, red is the color of apples ((: woo ! urms took neoprint with julia and we were soo happy cause it turned out sooo pretty ! really pretty ! we kept looking at it . after dat i left for dinner with family and my auntie just got back from australia ! FINALLY ! i thought she was gonna migrate there luh . oh yes . ATE GELARE too with julia . im soo happy cause waffles was lovely . and went home a happy and full girl ((: YEAH !

still contemplating if i should get the mango necklace !

julia.s soo hungry !

a photo before our food came ((:

FUN BUS RIDE !

escalator shot !

PRETTY NEOPRINTS((:

end of exams .

2007-06-25T03:57:00.000-07:00

enjoyed like there was no tmr !

woo ! end of exams and it was a bomb because malay was urm do-able . plus i read the freeking exact same essay the night before okae . my sis was like u shld read some notes so ur prepared tmr . (flipped through and found d essay and read) and it was a joy cause i know the points to rite in my essay ((: argh ! im sooo happy . yeah !

bus-ed to sch with julia tan yunchun in the morning and i reached the interchange earlier so i was standing there and as usual i saw her bus and i waved to her like from quite far . i probably look like a retarded excited looking kid who had a priceless expression ! ahaha . poop ((: anws i couldnt be bothered luh . image is not evrything .

after papers, went team bag hunting with the netballers and FINALLY we found an adidas abg and ANNOYING YONGJIA kept sms-ing me abt it ((: ahaha kidding . it really shows her excitement alot ! but i guess evryone.s aggreable except julia who couldnt receive the mms i sent her ! aahh . but i.ll show her tmr so when its okae den we get to order it . anws the sales lady said it takes only 2 days or so for her to get the bags . so dats fast ((: shopped with linhui, serene, marlene and eunice after dat . serene and marlene were tempted by ME to eat the ice cream which was 95% fat-free so no worries ((: ahah . oh yar ate bk before starting to shop too but i ate cheesestick only and hershey.s pie ! (screams) i bought a mango purse which is so cute and lovely and pretty but after walking around i saw this adidas purse which marlene made me feel dat i wasted money on the mango purse . urms but i tink its okae luh . rather den i dont buy it and it haunts me tonight in my sleep ! dats awful so get it ! and i was at the accessoriez shop and again i was super tempted to get the hair tie which costed 10 bucks BUT marlene and eunice told me it wasnt worth it ): im thinking of it now ! booo ! i tink i.ll get it anyways luh . it has cute buttons on it okae ! i know marlene likes the pink one and eunice likes the purple one cause they already planned dat i should give them that before i even buy it ((: soo smart ar . so moving on . we did stupid stuff . later serene and lin hui had to leave . so its left with me, eunice and marlene . three.s a crowd so we decided to continue our shopping . walked to borders and i bought this monkey tin box which i soo love after spending like 48748577698427 secs thinking abt which design i should get . ahah . okae dats really long okaes if u were to convert it . took neoprint too at heeren . and i saw the plastic shoes my auntie was looking for . she was damn excited when i msg-ed her . so dumb . ahha . neoprints were damn nice cause we were all enthusiastic abt climbing the stupid monkey-like thing ! ahaha . bumped into xiao wei and melissa too . they were bored and wanted to go escape but were not dressed for it .

money was spent like they dont mean anything . im dying to be more spend-thrift ((:

2007-06-23T23:00:00.000-07:00

stuck in the moment

malays not getting in my head ! urgh ! okaes ((:
anws julia.s strolling to sch with me tmr ((: team bag outing tmr . cant wait ! BUT for now i guess its malay and my bed . it cant be any better .

LOVES <333

2007-06-21T23:45:00.000-07:00

soak up the sun

its the end of midyrs . except for malay though . but still i.ll prepare for it a little ((: but i feel screwed after sitting for the papers except gp and chem mcq . ahah . so im gonna like mug hard for promos so that i.ll get promoted . no retaining ! plus hope my results arent that bad dat i cant attend training . missed the fun !

lately, been mugging for midyrs, had a new crazy hairdo on impulse, got addicted to summer love, making me feel happy abt studying, making weird faces in the middle of the night, late nights, discussing maths in the wee hours of the morning, singing and irritating my sister ((: ahah .
BUT, studying was rather fun i guess . but its soo depressing when u studied but u still cant do the disgusting paper . dats how im feeling currently . awful ! its like all ur efforts rolling down the drain or smthng like dat .

anws, MY HAIRCUT ! i.ve bangs now and i dont really care cause its all my sis fault ! she wanted to have the same haircut but she didnt cut in the end luh . evil ! c wad sisters do when they.re really bad ! POOP ! but i.ve to start losing all that fats on my damn face cause the thin hair is making my face show ALOT ! now, im a thin hair fat faced girl ): my sis just had to rub it in that im fat last nite when im doing my maths practice . urgh ! mayb thats y i had careless mistakes today .

anw, today pls fill my tagboard with comments abt my hair . im dying to know ((:

ephids ! ur gonna get use to my hair soon . all that talking from u is kinda making me regret doing the act to my hair . it makes me feel dat i.ve lost my natural hair (which i did) for a worse fake hair .

and garry was damn funny today .
conversation btwn farni and garry:
g: aye funny why do u look like ur drenched ?
f: no im not !
g: oh its ur fringe . (giggles)
f:covers face with hands .

conversation btwn farni and ephids .
e:ur fringe looks like ur wearing a wig .
f: no ! (grumbles)
e:i.ll take photos of u from evry angle . i bet u.ll laugh at all the photos of u .
f:covers her face so dat e doesnt get her pic
e: snaps*
f:looks at pic and actually laughs ((:

urms okae . i tink my hairs funny luh but i dont care . its something new and im proud of me cause its my bravest move ever ! ahaha .

today, queued for missy donuts with alvin,garry,yuhui and ruihe and yongda and wan fong .
are long john after dat . oh i lost alot of fats today cause i walked to bp den stopped one bustop after my house stop cause i was talking and laughing dat i didnt realise ((: urms so it was exercise until i ate fried DONUTS ! oh but their a must so i tink dat can be forgiven ((:

tues is booked for julia tan.s date ! im excited ((: anws all the best studying for geog julia ((:

midyrs

2007-06-16T08:52:00.000-07:00

my eyes are closing and im really tired BUT i.ve to hold on cause i want to do well for midyrs really badly . FULL CONCENTRATION AND FOCUS ON STUDIES .
____________________
god, give me strength to get through this .
____________________
im a donut lover.

ps: nows the best time to call rihanna to get her umbrella...ella...ella..ella cause its raining ((:

perfect outing

2007-06-14T03:54:00.000-07:00

today was chem mock . i tink it was okae luh . and it was last yr.s promo paper . and i seriously think YONGJIA IS A SMART GIRL ! she didnt study much and it was like a breeze for her ar . ahah . went to eat pizza hut with the part of the class, drank sweet talk, popular-d and boarded the bus home . yar . i needed a break form all that studying luh . its annoying me how i have to study soo much ((: im watching the beginning now . while blogging so im kinda distracted . im addicted to it ! felicia chin is crying luh ! urgh ! evil monster .

urms anw had netball outing the other day and theres some photos ! i truly love the team alot ! ahaha . so here.s the photos of the lovely team plus some missing ppl here and there ((:

informal .

netball lurve<333

the dress me and yijie wanted to get ((:

i didnt know both me and yongjia were lying on si en !

an escalater photo .

anw, i feel quite disturbed by wad yuhui was telling me during our walk to lot one . i dunnoe how ppl like to gossip and say stuff like " farhani likes a guy with a 5 letter name" eeeeeaaaaaaakkkkkkkkk ! anyone who knows me well enough will know about me luh . so dont be irritating luh . FARHANI LIKES EVERYONE AS FRIENDS . and dats dat . so believe it or not not okae . okae luh my life isnt such a sad thing so yar ((: anw i made shaminah laugh today . she.s such a crazy girl !

my sister.s exercising AGAIN !

oh the guy in the show is soo two faced . his soo sweet and at the same time soo mean and evil ! he said this luh and i find it very touching: " our hands are made for us to hold onto the person we love and never let them go," oh farhani melted .

im gonna meet aphids to pass him some shitty stuff later .

alvin.s bdae

2007-06-11T19:23:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALVIN HO DE QI !
UR THE BESTEST FRIEND . SO AS CLICHE AS EVER, BFF ((:

im mugging so i only hvae time for this . update soon !

studying

2007-06-05T04:58:00.000-07:00

I CAN FINALLY DO KINEMATICS ! woo . dats a great joy man ! better den eating ((: okaes currenly i tink im a nerd who has gona oh so crazy over studying or smthng . ahha ((:

tmr.s farewell party for netball seniors . and the voting for the new captain and commitee . so everyone has a great great chance to get anything so yup . but julia cant come cause she only reaches spore at 9 ): no voting partner . but i.ll vote for whoever thatsin my heart at that moment . a total blur but i.ll definitely do the rite thing at the rite time so tmr it is ! tmr im preparing the food for the party and im helping my maid cook ((: double happiness . finally im doing some other thing other than eating ! dats a great improvement . went market with my mom today to get some of the stuff for tmr . like th echicken and stuff stuff . it was seriously an impromptu kinda thing and i was actually lunch-ing with her and so was wearing skirt and a tank top . so after we.ve decided to go to the market i felt sooo soooo overdressed ! urgh ! all eyes were apparently staring at me as if im like an alien ): swear i.ll not be dressed like dat when i go to the market again tmr . annoying ((: but it was quite fun . didnt know going to the amrket was soo intresting ! ahha .

since i cant study tmr cause i.ll be busy, i.ll stay up today to get some work done with my sis who.s motivating me alot ! thnaks sexy ((: love u still although u didnt get me bubble tea today ((: someone passed away so mum and dad went visiting . but apparently i dont even know the person so i didnt go . its just quite sad to c ppl go like dat . its beginning to scare me dat ppl are dying at quite a fast rate ):

okaes but hope my life is gonna last super long ((: cause theres alot i wanna do ! like sleep in the middle of the road . urm no mayb not cause that.ll cause my death ((:

okaes im goin back to study !!

weekend .

2007-06-02T22:02:00.000-07:00

i.ve been studying quite abit lately ((: cause apparently im only left with like very very little time to study for mid yrs ! so yes ! im soo into studying now . BUT tonight i.ve to take a break and watch pirates at 6.30 ! its a MUST SEE ((: so take a break and WATCH ! best advice from me ever ((:

oh ! my dad came back from work today and brought home an APPLE macbook ! argh ! so pretty luh . its the white one and im soo distracted by the surprise my daddy bought ! love u luh daddy ! ur the sexiest thing on earth ! woo ! urms and guess wad i.ve an extra extra distraction so im gonna stay away from it till after exams or smthng . yar rite ((:

lily and i are gonna go crazy cause we.re gonna play for the july band concert ((: ahha . and alot of other ppl too ! ahahha . its quite fun and lily says we.re adding on to the nos and somehow i agree with her . hahha . but practice starts after midyr . wonder if i still know how to play the trumpet . its been 748920167783748 yrs since i.ve ever touched or played one . haha . so pray real hard man . dat i even know how to hold it ! but i.ll learn evrything for the concert ((: seriously ! im gonna play with justin and trumpet gang again ! woo . missed it a whole lot . BUT, there are 2 more sec 2 girls now in the section or else it would only be farhani and the guys . dunoe y theres like no girls in trumpet . weird but its fun anyways ((:

thanks yong siang for coming to sch to teach me maths before training on fri ! ur the bestest ((: so maths revision ws done plus some qns marks here and there . been studying econs lately so i hope it can be done my tonite . have to start studying chem cause theres mock exam on the 14 . didn really follow my schedule for today cause i.ve to catch up with those that i.ve missed last week and the week before ): BUT im done with the econs assignments and the articles . handed all up and i smiled real wide when i did cause it was torturous to the max !

my aunt.s gonna get me spongebob merchandise from expo ! wanted to watch it but i.ve got no time to spare . my aunt wanted me to watch dora today at the forum BUT im not dora.s fan luh . i acually find her rather annoying ! but i can live with dat cause cartoons are cute except for x.men and those evil meanies ((:

training

2007-05-28T22:09:00.000-07:00

yesterday.s training was awesome to the max ! yijie and me went like "go team!" haha . coolshit . but i.ve to improve on my footwork . theres this once during the game i forgot which foot i landed on but luckily yijie was like right right ! ahah . thanks for helping out yeah ! afetr training finished up the shots and lovely gina gave me chicken biscuits ! WHICH I OH SO LOVE ! thanks gina ur the bestest ((: after the shots yijie and i ate our fill and we were too lazy to walk to the toilet dat we changed in some closed area at the poles there and we looked out for passers-by . oh my god . its damn funny !

the conversation went like this:

yijie: aye is there cameras here ?

farni: why would there be ?

yijie: dunnoe?

farni: mayb theres cameras to look after the netball poles . make sure no one steals it !

okae . dats stupid but i dont tink there were cameras ((: ahah . so after changing walked out of sch and headed home half dead cause we were super tired . BUT theres always energy to smile for the camera ((;

we.re smiling like nvr before ((:

see the tiredness in our eyes ?

plus lessons were rather depressing cause i failed 2 chem tests and dats soo ): but i passed the compre test thoughbut it was just a crossing over to the passing mark . its awful so i.ve to mug hard ! and daddy.s gonna drive me to plaza sing later to change the size of my ankle guard ! thanks alot daddy . ur the bestest ((: ahha . love u many !

sexy song

2007-05-26T09:08:00.001-07:00

i love this song !

mango cake

2007-05-26T08:34:00.000-07:00

MANGO CAKES GALORE !
yellow.s dedicated to mago cakes now ((:

dat lovely MANGO CAKE which didnt come with a fork !

im like super happy eatingit with my fingers !

tell me u.ve nvr seen me soo happy before ! ahah .

dats wad i did yesterday with yijie apart form shooting . ahha . and i concluded dat yijie and the auntie in front of my queue at sweet talk like honeydew ice blend . its a crowd favourite cause my name.s part of it ((: wonderful !

wactched pirates with alvin ho today and we had to go 4 cineplex before we found a cinema which had not bad seats ! it was full house for pirates man . went to vivo, shawhouse, ps, grand cathay and finally homeland lot one . only place which has seats which are not at the first row . very laughable things happened today but i.ve promised not to say so yar i.ll keep it a secret ! ((: ahah . im still laughing alvin . urms when we were at ps and we were buying tics and it costed like 19 bucks and we didnt withdraw money and i had ten while he had none so we had to miss our turn cause we cant pay with nets . ahhaa . so paiseh . but we left silently anws its the first row so didnt matter much to me . caught the 7.30 show at lot one and it was a nice show and alvin cuddles the little kid beside him cause he was quite tired and snooze off occasionally ((: so dats abt it and i swear she didnt like his cuddling cause she went to seat at the other side of her sit ! ahah . too bad . and there were two kids who were making alot of noise and alvin went SHH ! super loud but it kinda shut dat kid up for awhile . i tink i.ve a thing abt saying the wrong things at the wrong time . cause alvin was telling me dat he cant shake the fries i bought and i said "shake" when the whole cinema was quite . so dumb . and i tink it came out quite loud ! ahahah . but who cares shake could mean anything . so after the movie i bought some more fries and finally shake it and even shook it soo vigorously so dat there.s a good mix ! ahha . alvin took some shots of my vigorous shake but i cant put up the pics cause my dad didnt get the cable thing for me to insert my tiny memory card ! urgh ! annoying !

shit ~ i cant sleep now ause alvin took home my lovely storybook and i read like 3 pages evry nite before i sleep . poor me . i.ll probably find smthng else to do before i sleep den . just ate spaghetti which my maid cooked and its delicious to the max ! woo ((: im a happy girl .

2007-05-24T05:24:00.000-07:00

today.s a crazy and fun day . suppose to meet yuhui in sch at ten to study but apparently i didnt wake up . she attempted to call me like soo many times since like 8 or 9 until her phone went low batt . i sleep like a log but my phone was in silent mode . i.ve no idea why though . ahah . usually its like " kim possible.... " whenever there.s msg and " to the left to the left " when theres a call but this morning it was silent . alvin tried to call me to wake me up too but to no avail ((: oops sorry . and when i finally wake up at ten i saw 21 miss calls . ahha . and i treated yuhui with bubble tea and reached sch only at 11 .

studied organic chem and pulled my har out doing the tutorials . planned study timetable . ate maggie noodles . got scolded by the cleaner for putting the maggie cup on the piano . laughed with hazel . waved to siao wei . tried to pick a fight with alvin . took 187 to dunearn . met clare, weijie, ariff, bindy, serene, zhiyun, guanting, jingfu , yuhong, jieying, jasmine, pei zhen, netball girls and the drink stall uncle and some teachers . today was uniformgrp graduation day and we had free food . i swear the curry puff was addictive . and serene ate one which has curry leaf in it ! ahahah . tmr.s training cancelled but yijie msged me to shoot tmr . so will be meeting her at two to shoot .

might be going back to watch dgig tmr . its some ' live band concert'where the ppl who form their own bands play a few songs . and all we audience do is laugh at the out-of-pitch singing ((: ahah . this is super funny but its enjoyable luh . so mayb befor ei meet yijie for the shots tmr i.ll go entertain myself with clare and serene and the others . today i took a lovely photo with bindy but i ant put it up cause my memory card cant seen to enter the com ! urgh !but i.ve asked daddy to get me the connecter . he better do dat . so i.ll get to put up lovely pics again ((:

i.ve realised today dat i missed alot of my sec sch friends . and when i c them im happy . i.ll sleep with a smile on my face tonite ((: love u guys plenty . and talking to guanting was fun ! he told cool stuff like his course only has five girls and 115 guys . cool shit man . and the guys do weird stuff . and he can make hos dog shit anytime he wants it to luh . its the most exciting thing ever . torturing his dog but at the same time letting out the toxics in his dog.s body ((:not even his dog luh . its like his brother.s girlfriend.s dog . i wanna make d dog shit ! let me try ((:

end of lovely slipper

2007-05-23T03:43:00.000-07:00

OH MY GOD ! im marking the end of my lovely BLUE ADIDAS SLIPPER today ! its awful dat d left side was awfully torn after i shoot with it and kinda trip . urgh ! my slippers are no longer wearable ! i feel soo sad ): but i.ll get over it luh . anws had phys lesson today and got back phys test marks . urm yongjia was super funny cause she was super proud of her marks and was like undescribable luh . yongjia u made me laugh ! . oh and i totally made a fool of myself AGAIN today . i was in lt4 and laughed out loud when everyone was quite .
this was how it was:
farni: HAHAHHAHH !
ppl in lt: turns and stares with eyes wide open .
teacher in lt: i assume the lt was discussing abt physics but i dont c how physics can make u giggle. (frowns)
farni: HAHAHAHAHAAH !
ppl in lt4: turns and stares but to no avail cause farni hides behind her ORANGE file and continues giggling.
teacher in lt: glares and continue teaching .

i swear it was crazy but i couldnt help but laugh . it was hilarious ! oh and serene was soo sure dat it was me laughing . she was soo sure . she was like i recognise ur voice . cause when i met her at toa payoh, she was like eh u were laughing just now rite . ahahah . but who cares i dont care about image luh . its my personality that matters ((: ahaha . urms so yar skipped chem tutorial to watch finals . ac won sa and rj won hwachong . so rj is the champion this yr i guess . atre waffles with julia ! and ppl in toa payoh are soo generous with their serving luh . i,ve nvr eaten cheese waffles with 2 whole cheese placed in the waffle . nvr in waffle history okae . its usually like one piece cjut into two triangles . but me and julia are happy we got two ! hahaha . no complains . walked to popular to get this box file and theres no red one so i got one with a green clipper thing . i have the sudden urge to get a box file ! ahah . ate sybway . shared with eunice and being a nice sis im gonna share the cookie with my sis when she gets home from her band later tonight . was cam whoring with julia on the train where i ate subway and evryone stared at me AGAIN ! ahah . this is crazy but i was almost fined 500 for eating . but luckily smart me saw the smrt guy and hide it !

finally sat on the glendale park shuttle bus . its been long since i was on it . so decided to take the bus . there.s a long queue luh . and alot of ppl were asking y theres a queue to like the road ? ahah . its soo funny and theres some who even queued for whatever reason until they c the bus coming and they went like "chey!" ahaha . i was seriously laughing t myself alot on the way home casue julia stays at jurong west . totally not near me ar .

studying with yuhui tmr cause she.s gonna teach me wad jasima taught the class today casue i cant do the tutorial for nuts . and mon theres another tutorial cause she cant finish going through . urgh ! hope it doesnt clash with training or i will slap her !

summation of today=a crazy day with loads of laugh and i finally agreed dat im a total retard((:
the font.s blue cause of my blue slippers, which had sentimental value left me today !
<333>
hanging out was really funny plus a touch of bitchy=PERFECT !

tues

2007-05-22T01:55:00.000-07:00

IM SERIOUSLY EXCITED ABOUT FRIDAY ((:

okaes dat aside . i was on bitch mode when alvin msged me abt his oral and how his chi teacher scolded him and stuff. so i replied him a bitchy reply saying dat she has a shape and its round ((: oops but i couldnt help it at all . she.s so mean to evryone . so yar . she deserve some back .

oh me and yuhui has a plan to finish up some work today and i have five things on my list . im gonna finish it before a sleep i swear okaes . urms . lets start soon okae . although i.ve done like 2 things already . i still have to get going cause i work at a snail.s pace . seriously .

went for a run just now and i ate alot too dats why i felt super guilty and went to run . my weight is still the same as before . my god . but at least it didnt go higher ((; woo. accomplishment for me .

tmr= shooting with yijie+ phys tutorial+ chem tutorial+ watch netball finals+a whole lot of fun.

i did a maths eqn ! okae dats so ____. things i do when im seriously bored and not in the right mind .

i watched a nice show on tv at 3 just now . but i.ve no idea wad its called . call me dumb but i was too engrossed with the show dat the title doesnt bother me ((: oh and besides dat i went running with my ipod without knowing dat my ipod was not charged . so guess wad . when i ran, i was hearing nothing okae . cause like holding my ipod would be stupid so i ran and stuffed the earpiece into my ears and pretended as if im hearing songs coming out of it . dat was crazy . i was actually laughing at myself alot . total disgrace to my family name . im sucha retard ((:

nice going, farhani. u.ve really surpassed all definitions of dumb. u deserve a pat on ur back.

much love ! im mugging soon <333

monday

2007-05-21T01:23:00.000-07:00

start of holidays for pjc ((: this is soo lovely ! urms but i guess its the start of sch on june 18th luh .

went to sch for maths tutorial and was like half and hour late . came with alvin, yaojie and ruihe . finished tutorial 8a and 9 in school with yuhui . we wanted to wait till the sunset so we wont feel hot when we walk to the bustop . ahha . dat was stupid to the max but that.s us i guess . but in the end we left at about 2 . went westmall to retrive my pin for my posb card ! the police officer stationed there laughed at me luh cause i lost my pin ! wdh . it was not purposely rite . so i had to replace my card and get a new one without my name on it ! ahah .

friday will be sec sch friends gathering man . serene, clare, bindy and me and some other ppl are gonna go for dgig at abouot ten and eat the nasi lemak in our sch canteen ! miss them a whole lot ! bindy has sch so she wants to meet me and serene in pjc instead after her sch ends at about 4.30 .

thurs will be going to ccab to meet bindy and support sajc soccer team . actually its support fahrun luh cause they.re playing for third and fourth placing . all the best fahrun ! ur the best soccer player so rock on ((:

weds theres training but we.re gonna watch the netball finals at toa payoh . and marlene said she and geraldine and me will be supporting hwa chong cause their netballers can jump super super high ! aahha . they deserve to win luh . hope they play really well ! phys and chem lessons before training to 11.30 . might be shooting with yijie before going for the match !

no sch tmr ((: alvin asked me to go to sch tmr for chi ! his soo weird . ahaha . and i tink his chi teacher sucks to the max . she and her golden fish ((:

oh talked to serene today . gave her a cute postcard ! ahah . anw serene ! enjoy ur movie like rite now and slap ur chinese teacher nxt time yar . she.s annoying . anw cant wait to jump arnd with u on fri for dgig . i swear i feel like eating ice cream rite this moment ((:

im going for a run later so i can like get rid of my fats real soon . my diet is working and im happy . but mum just bought like marks and spencer chocolate chunks and chips and all kinds of biscuits . ahaha . im gonna eat it ((: in small amounts so i wont like waste my time dieting ((: yeah ! problem solved .

hectic week but enjoyable with all the crazy friends i have around me ((: working hard for mid yr . im gonna be a temporary NERD .

shots

2007-05-18T08:43:00.000-07:00

i watched spiderman 3 and i cried and i watched 100 pounds beauty . cried like shit cause its like soo sad ! 200 pounds beauty is the loveliest show i.ve ever watched . its soo real ! i cried bad but i tink its worth my tears . yongda called me the emo kid . but its really sad .

had to put in my 200 shots today with yijie and i tink we did okae . ((: yeeah ! its quite lovely the feeling when the ball goes straight in without touching any part of the hoop . its like really impressive . aahah .

collected olevel cert today and saw a few teachers . think the sch changed quite abit . its like the top scorers face are up there luh . coolshit . im going to go with clare sometime nxt week to get hers and eat nasi lemak from thet lovely auntie and feel like the old school days where evrything was so nice in the canteen and us having alot of fun and laughing . i still rmb d time when we saw a lizard and we were afriad it will drop from the ceiling ! AND SCREAMED SO LOUD . i swear we were an embarassment but we dont care abt image so we just do whatever feels rite at the moment . its just soo unnatural to control ur doings . and clare told me abt dgig on fri ! i wanna go but there.s training . sorry clare . i.ll go if training ends early or smthng ((: pray hard luh . i miss alot of ppl luh . clare, bindy and the gang . that craziness nvr was the same !

school .

2007-05-08T23:10:00.000-07:00

spa.s today ! ((: good luck to everyone taking spa !

take it how u want it-self against city
time and place
smile on ur face
he kissed you
u said u didnt know wad to do
take it how u want it
there.s no way around
this played out scenes
they dont mean anything .

((:

netball

2007-05-08T04:54:00.000-07:00

GOOD LUCK NETBALLERS FOR THE MATCH AGAINST TJC TMR <333

u people rock and u play like WOO ! so believe u can and it.ll just be a breeze . there.s two main thing to the game : DEFEND AND ATTACK . and guess wad ? all of u are actually good at it . so show it tmr and u.ll get wad u.ve aimed to achieve . its the first step to great success . so BELIEVE !

school was normal and tiring cause tues are like super long . but yong jia was making me laugh the whole time . crazy girl ! ahaha . anws ms tng.s leaving for NIE this week . so i wish all the best . although she may come back to pjc to teach econs, she wont be teaching out class anymore so its kinda sad. . i tink she.s a really patient and motiveted teacher and she.s always there for her students who needed help . and she. s just FUN ! i.ll miss her alot . besides who would want to trade her for our new maths tutor ((: not me ! but i guess its not my choice so yar .

MR ng boon kai my strepsils doesnt have the sweetener which kills ur sperms okae so dont worry ((:

weird day out with alvin, yaojie and garry today . thanks to de qi <333
de qi make sure i stay up today ((: chem spa is gonna kill me !

training

2007-05-04T21:59:00.001-07:00

social life is soo way down the drain now . i.ve not eaten from any other place excpt for home and school food . my stomach is not adapting to this awful food which i eat evry single day (: ahah .
finally gpp is done and currently no pw work to do (: yeah !
i sucked during training yesterday . evryone was waiting for me to get the ball to the next person but my passes were just awful yesterday and coach changed the thrower . i wasted the team.s time . so im really sorry (: but during the game i tink coach was damn funny cause he was playing gs and he spread his legs soo wide (: aahaha . and he said i kept nagging at me when he was the one talking to me luh . his hilarious . rushed for piano after training and ms chan scolded me for not practicing hard enough . reached home and the bed was luring me to it . so i slept early last nite .
mugging hard for test this weekend and pray hard i can do more than 2 incline pullups for napha man . 2 is like PATHETIC (: so yar . its not my fault im tall and useless ?
and during PE i was laughing like crazy . i dont believe i told euginn to stay like 10 CM away form me when i wanted to say 10 km or smthng .. soo retarded . i was laughing like crazy . and to prove im tall but useless . i can only jump 178 for standing broad jump and yen en jumped like 190 ! i went GAGA (:

SORRY ALVIN I DIDNT STUDY WITH YOU TODAY (: thurs shall be study day with you alrites (:

In a world that i seldom understand, there are winds of destiny that blow when we least expect them. Sometimes they gust with the fury of a hurricane, sometimes they barely fan one's cheek. But the winds cannot be denied, bringing as they often do a future that is impossible t ignore. You, my darling, are the wind that i did not anticipate, the wind that gusted more strongly than i ever imagined possible. You are my destiny.

study outing.

2007-05-03T08:01:00.000-07:00

today.s study outing with alvin ho de qi ! ahah . i love ur chinese name okaes . its soo pretty . urms so yar . alvin tinks his oh soo lovely south haven home is not neat enough for me to be there so he brought me on an excursion to 6th avenue . and ate waffles while doing our work . wooo ! alvin bought a corny dog from cold storage and cause of his teeth he looked soo funny eating it (:

alvin: my teeth hurts ):

and i found a super cute and innocent boy with a super sexy hair i wanted to marry in the future ! thats wad i told alvon luh . BUT his probably ten yrs younger or smthng . but i really wanna marry him(:

my future husband in green crocks(:

cant u tell he.ll grow into a fine man with oh so sexy hair (: ahah . anw alvin showed me how popwerful my name was today . he said my name and traffic stopped for us to cross (: ahah . thanks mom and dad for that weird but totally powerful name <333

alvin went for tuition after dat and i headed home . did gpp and rested for awhile . im gonna pack my files which are due for checking tmr . i tink i quite enjoy punching holes and opening the files which make such cute sounds like ' click' . ahha okaes dats damn random (:

lovely waffle(:

oh and on labour day i attended my cousin.s 3 yr old birthday party and the theme is princess (: ahha . so there i was this huge thing enjoying myself with all the small kids feeling like im 3 again ! ahah . but its like a supersizedd 3 yr old . its really fun and the cake is fantabulous ! u.ll c why (:

yuhui rescued my shoe (:

look at the lovely cake ! its princess(:

netball !

2007-05-02T05:48:00.000-07:00

the netballers got into the 2nd round cause of the win against meridian today . good game and the shooters were on form totally today ! it was in , in and more in . and the scores was up , up and away ! ahah . very happy for everyone ! and julia tan ! ur my idol babe ! u shoot like woo ! and u run like woo wooo ! (: ahah . anw i love you millions okaes . ur the bestest friend since forever (: and SMILE <333

my love, julia tan !

lets c . my life.s been a big mess lately and oh yes i.ve tried real hard to clear it up today . cause i figured no one should be left waiting for me (: urms lets c . firstly, im NOT avoiding anyone or any non-living thing okaes . anw sorry if you felt it dat way . so yar . i hope its all okae now . cause i dont wanna feel soo weird in class . and alvin ! dont be a paranoid KID before i really kill u . anw i realised smthng real funny abt the blue socks (: its for FEMALE ! and i bought a green one for me and soo sorry i dont wish to get the blue one so yar . take it okaes (: its gonna fit ur lovely feet real well . ahah . no worries abt it . anw its socks so dont bother (:

julia tan stay strong for me and dont be affected by anything or foreign object ( like the smell of ur jacket ) ahah . urms pull urself together and play well . rest more and bus naps with u has always been really fun although we just sleep and dont talk . having u arnd is my greatest source of strength when i feel weak . having u beside me just brings me joy and happiness . i feel dat our friendship has gone to another level where we.ve nvr experienced it before . ur like the closest thing to me now . in good times or bad . i.ll be there julia waiting to keep u company and have shoulder to cry or lean on . ur the best ! love you julia tan yunchun <333

sexy day at nlb

2007-04-29T05:26:00.000-07:00

went for study outing with alvin HO and amirah and sexy sister . ahah . national library was way better den anything luh . it has great chairs with sexy scenery and totally cool sun screen which is soo damn auto . when the afternoon sun is shining it.ll just make alot of noise and roll doqn and when it sets, it will roll back up . woo ! did malal compo, kinematics and talked alot ! and of course ate at han.s cafe . amirah didnt eat though cause her mom suppose to date her out but she apparently got stood up so she went dinner with avin while daddy picked me home with sis (: went nlb and alvin managed to sneak in his scissors ! sucha retard . its a green weekend for me cause i wore green on both days i went out (: ahhaa . mayb i.ve changes to liking green ! ahahah . study was soo fun today !

stay strong alvin and ur teeth is gonna be just fine ! eat porridge tmr so u wont have to chew anything okaes (: ur the man ! <333

shadow (:

pinky sexy alvin (:

alvin: im studying dont disturb me !

sat when we bought the cute pencil and stapler(:

sexy us (:

random

2007-04-22T09:23:00.000-07:00

i got high doing my gp project powerpoint slides ! how in the entire world did dat happen (:

debate

2007-04-19T23:38:00.000-07:00

im on board my lovely blog finally . after like 15739929829030 years ! alot has been happening in sch and my scandalous class (:

1. debate
2. match on sat
3. cham and phys test results

soo crazy . i.ve nvr been soo tired luh in all my life ! no more energy man . all soaked up from me . slept very little and im feeling exhausted . gotta prepare for class debate so all the best i guess (:

loves to all who helped me through !

updates

2007-04-07T00:35:00.000-07:00

its been damn long since my blog was alive ! ahaha . okae . so lets scream in favour of the update !!! ahaha . okae . being my retarded self .

happy good friday ! wooo ! okae im like abit off luh . like saturday already ! but its okae (:

so it was 4 days of sch this week but i didnt feel like i had an extra holiday luh . had to study for chem test . and maths test . and evry other test dat was happening luh . just turning from crazy me to nerdy me in a snap !

weds and thurs was training . and weds shaminah and hazwani was like taking down out sizes for the jersey . and shaminah was like the skirt is damn nice . damn nice . aha . soo funny . and we were thinking of the prints we wanted on the jersey . and idiotic geraldine, julia and me was being crazy and we kept saying dat we wanted stamps of balls luh . and we laughed damn loud . but it was quite crazy really . julia.s addicted to balls . and geraldine, she.s attracted to evrything practically . she and her great ball of fire (: i tink dats really funny when she sings it out ! ahah (:

thurs geraldine didnt attend training cause she was a sick puppy so it was quieter . but julia and marlene were super funny . they were like having this weird conversation and i was laughing .
so training was quite fun . and coach really love to put me and julia together . so happy ! we.re like the inseperable lovers . ahha . okae . but playing with her is always fun luh . like always talk when the ball isnt in our area .

thurs the seniors were more focused cause the competiton is drawing nearer and evryone.s working hard on playing for the matches . so the seniors stayed back to train their movement on court . they looked quite stressed . so train hard and we.ll get through ! (:

i walked half the journey home luh after training cause i waited for 67 and it took forever before it came and it was damn pack . so i walked home with yaojie like until the petrol kiosk and den we flagged a bus . i tink i can walk to sch evryday . its quite near actually (:

supposed to study today but it was raining when my friend wanted to come so its like cancelled . tmr i.ll study with jeremy, kay wen and yaojie ! kay wen dat smarty pants better teach me chem . oh and we.re doing the debate stuff too .

week updates .

2007-04-02T05:44:00.000-07:00

last fri i went for life concert at sajc with yaojie, garry,rui he and alvin ! it was fun and i was like jumping but i got tired after the concert mayb cause i finally wasnt jumping (: went for dinner at toa payoh hub and ate famous amos ! wooooo ! rite famous amos is fattening but i was hungry (: ahha . reached hm at 11 and slept . trained on sat. played match with alumnis and collected lin hui.s phone at causeway . went to the mothercare shop and was goin crazy in there (: ahah .

im busy with homework so i guess i.ll be updating soon !

the heart is carefree !

2007-03-26T02:46:00.000-07:00

bought a DARK BLUE shoe but i tink it looks black luh . mayb its really dark dat i tink its black . no idea but who cares . just didnt get used to the darkness when i looked at my feet . how stupid is dat but i.ve got no idea why ! urm but i guess thanks daddy . love yar (: ahah . he always does pay for my stuff most of the time so yar . im a happy kid . urm lets c . mummy does too luh . bottom line : i dont have to save up or use my allowance to get them . yeah !

my first pe with michael kwok . was kinda sick but i didnt want to use dat reason to opt out of pe i guess so i ran 2.4 like evryone else did before we took out height and weight . apparently i gained 2kg ! to make me feel better lets just say dat the weighing scale had an error (: urm okae . im working on my weight alrite . im gonna get myself back to 50 ! i have to . i want to actually . i was busy culculating my BMI in malay class with larry and ash . like wad d hell . but malay does bore me but i did watch d video clip he played abt some drama thing . i tink dat was intresting . and i had a flashback all the way back to pri sch where farhani was an even retarded kid and she was in a drama performance in victoria concert hall ! ahaha . i still have the cd i tink of the drama production . lets c i was in drama with wen jia, kelly, fion, desiree . the few i rmb . and i was like acting in this scene where i had to play five stones and did some dance . ahah . oake . dat was farhani way back man . but now im less retarded and i guess drama isnt for me (:

great ! at this point of time, my ipod just died on me ! argh ! so random (:

thurs sa.s gonna be at pj for a netball friendly and the team was complaining why we didnt get to go there (: ahah . rite but i guess whichever way, the main point is the friendly . so the j2.s are gonna play so all the best babes ! we.re gonna win ! woo !

oh i dont tink having michael kwok as my pe tcher is suicidal cause at least i can improve my 2.4 timing or smthng and i tink he.ll like push us so i kinda like the idea . look at it as a positive thing i guess . oh and i.ll get to lose weight too ! wwooo ! isnt dat like amazing . kiling two birds with a stone !

saw 174 today ! and she.s as cheerful as a birdy man (: soo happy i saw her today !

mr bean was soo funny ! watched it with eshwaree and shafina ! ahaha . damn ! i was laughing until theres like no more voice left ! ahaha . soo funny i swear . urm so we bought this ultra huge popcorn which was even bigger den shafina.s head ! oh my ! suppose to go back to sch to study with dem but i was feeling too sick to even go there so went home after the movie .

during the weekend, i completed my redox and my atomic structure tutorials . how hardworking is dat ? im quite amazed though but i guess that was all i could do when my nose was like a tap, my fever nvr seemed to go down and i nvr stopped coughing . yar . somehow i feel good abt completing my homework . (:

audrey : sorry abt today yar and we.ll find time ! u, steffi and me ! (: LOVE YAR !<3

when the heart doesnt connect, the mind truly does (:

sick

2007-03-24T02:53:00.000-07:00

trained today with the alumni pj netballers and it was fun . learnt a few stuff and yar it was meaningful .

did chem tutorial and i swear there are too many parts to a qns man . but now im totally SICK ! i hate it when im sick . i have a fever of 38.6 and all i can do is roll arnd in bed, eat porridge, walk to the toilet and sleep . and mayb if my moms helpful, she.ll entertain me . ahha . urm yar . dats how lousy it is . headaches, soarthroat, fever and cough ! oh no ! wads wrong with me . i.ve yet to find out . i feel super hot now . like im burning on my bed .

i guess i.ll just rot at home this weekend (:

training .

2007-03-23T05:48:00.000-07:00

today was a short day . only like 2 lectures and den off to eat at the cafe wile there was a super long queue of ppl waiting to get their electronic dict ! io want it too (: but yar i need a walking reader if i own that thing man . its amazing but i cant understand (: rite . ate at lot one before training at 2.30 with yuhui . we at yakun and den ate desert at food junction . i ate HONEYDEW SAGO ! and dat lady poured like alot of coconut in it ! eeawww ! she didnt ask me if i wanted it and she assumed ! i ate a little cause i dont eat coconut man . yucks . so yar dats abt it . oh anw sat for assembly and thought dat it was kinda intresting and inspiring talk by the vp . i tink dat guy.s the vp and it was kinda entertaining me . oh stupid me was jumping and trying to touch the ceiling and because of dat 6 strepsils lozenges went into the drain . linhui saw and (: ahaha . urm no i didnt pick it up cause it was wet and dirty . duh . oh and its soo precious to me luh . this is soo sad , strepsils anyone ? hint hint ! ahaha . urm training was fun . did power run and played games . yar . urm tmr theres training too !

im off to study with yinfan tonite man . he was kinda excited abt studying so wad can i say (: ahah . im gonna meet him ! <3

do you know wad you are getting urself into .

thurs .

2007-03-22T03:07:00.000-07:00

lectures are repeating and killing me ! its getting boring and i drop stuff from my table ALOT ! sorry to the unlucky people who like seat arnd me and yuhui . our stuff fly usually during class and usually during the impt part of the lectures . wonder why ? chem was totally crazy today cause yuhui dropped her pens infinity times and i dropped only my pencil box but its lousy enough . i tink mayb the tables too small (:

i tink i shld flag frantically when i want to board the bus so dat the bus stops for me . xinyi was on the bus and i was suppose to board it but it didnt stop . the bus could squeeze one of me i swear . urgh ! so i was trying to flag a cab but thankfully my life got saved again by GINA ! my lovely netball senior . ahaha . her boyfriend was like in the cab to fetch her and he recognised me and luckily they were like on the phone . so gina asked her boyfriend to pick me up too ! so he went to the bustop and asked me to get in . woo ! i would have been late if that didnt happen . so i cabbed to sch and met xinyi and yuhui and the foyer . xinyi i rmb the landmark ! BAMBOO TREE ! (:

ate maggie noodles for break and yuhui was seriously retarded man . we were taking like the hot water from the water cooler and she pushed the tap like thing and she placed her fingers there and it was kinda watering her . and apparently i felt the pain on behalf of her cause i was the one who screamed but she was like soo quiet . ahha . weirdo . no reaction at all . mayb we arent fated to eat maggie noodles cause before dat someone.s noodle was kinda stucked at the machine so nthng cant come out and den the water incident . and yuhui said " i cant shoot" ahaha . sounds soo wrong but it was seriously funny ! oh and we ate at the grand stand and she allowed her 'hungry' socks eat her noodles . ahaha . oh and she didnt realise dat her skirt doesnt allow water absorption so when the soup fell on her skirt i asked her to stand up so the water particles could just roll off and she went " wow ! i didnt know !" ahhaa . shld have seen it man . its totally laughauble . we were late for chem cause of dat .

went for long johns after lessons and was laughing alot with yuhui . she.s real funny man . wonder why she.s called notfani(inside joke) aaha . we plan to take any bus to anywhere sometime when we feel really free ! and mayb to tampines and c how long the bus ride takes . oh and on 67 we saw this newpaper article from the zao bao . it said dat a bussinessman managed to somehow capture a picture of half a ghost with his camera . wow ! thats scary . but i scared myself enough yesterday (: couldnt really sleep . but i managed to after a few turns and walking to the toilet .

my throat hurts today so i drank probably more than a litre of water . bloated and i cant eat dinner now . lousy . i dont rmb doin any screaming yesterday though . this is getting real weird .

today

2007-03-21T03:52:00.000-07:00

hey ! im finally free to blog abt my oh so intresting life (: ahaha .

HAPPY BDAE YUHUI (:

went out with steff and audrey yesterday . had long john, did photo editing and bought stuff from popular . went off to get yuhui.s present and bumped into yueli and her friend at the train platfom . went home with yueli after dat . did some chem revision at night and off to sleep .

today was alot of fun ! was in 187 and i was helping bk fill up this weird from abt himself given by his ct . qns: 5 adjectives to describe myself: he filled up 2 and i wrote another 3 for him which are retarded, funny and weird . later on in my entry he proved all of it to be true (:

its like all my feelings are mixed up cause i went to catch the messengers with bk and it freeked me out totally BUT i managed to control myself and screamed only once in the entire show . wow ! amazing ! stupid bk bought tickets and selected seats rite in the middle and soo many ppl surrounding us . mayb he wanted to embarass me cause he know i.ll scream ! annoying , but we changed seats . but the seat was taken so we shifted forward . and yet again it was taken so we moved like foward again and landed in some side seats 4 rows from the back . quite stupid . stupid shld have been an adjective too but im quite nice so (:

after the show my stomach grumbled and was super hungry so bk went to withdraw cash . and guess wad man . this describes him as retarded and weird and funny all at the same time ! he was pressing his pin and i was staring at it and was asking him if i could help him press it . btu he didnt let me :( i know theres 5 and 0 in it though (: urm and guess how much he withdrew man . a THOUSAND dollars in cold hard cash . isnt that weird and retarded . but it was funny cause his explanation was dat i distracted him, he had parallex error cause he was too tall and cause he didnt know wad he was pressing . i laughd for like the rest of the entire journey to bukit batok and while eating ! it would be funnier if u saw it cause he had like 20 $50 notes in his wallet and he held it as if he was gonna get robbed or smthng . ahah . so went to westmall to withdraw like $950 (: ate mcs and went home .

had fun today and was really laughing alot . ate my fill and owe bk 5 kinder buenos cause was betting on some stupid stuff !

ripped from clare.s blog :
Don't EVER leave the one you love
for the one you like
because the one you like
will leave you for the one they love

clare i think its quite meaningful in a way (:

i also want to dedicate a portion of my entry to those people who.ve been with me in secondary sch life . since i.ve read many dedications on evryone.s blogs, i figured i.ve alot to thank evryone for .

!E5/2E5 2003-04:

although we were not really bonded and had our own cliques in the class, we really learnt alot from th stuff we.ve been through . although i,ve yet to know the people better but i wouldnt want to regret on smthng i didnt do but instead the friendship forged in the class . the nice ppl i knew were sheena, vina, jeraine, jasmine, qui mei, chui mei, sharon, adeline, jiaying,jiawei, abu, alvin CHUA, illyana, hiazwani . hope i didnt miss anyone but evryone played their part in making sch fun and just were there for each other .

3E2/4E2 2005-06:

this was the class that brought truly great memories although evryone.s kinda seperated and leading seperate lifes and wanting to achieve different dreams . although our time together was bearly a short 2 yrs, i tink our class and mr kaan have really bonded and achieved our goals for the o levels together as one with each others help . the peer tutoring, remedials, draggy lessons, scoldings, the many mock exams and frequent tests were a breeze when evryone was working together . this was just the start of a memoriable friendship and an everlasting one too . we played pranks on alvin ang our favourite classmate (: , ran around the sch, strolled our way to classes we hated and even enjoyed the frequent treats form mr kaan . this were the few things we did as a class and i guess this were the good memories of 4E2 that evryone had . most of the people are heading to poly and a few to jc.s but most impt of all, evryone.s still in contact .

my many heartfelt thanks goes out to bindy, clare, jeraine, vina and huiyi who were the 5 people who really supported me and also the crazy ppl who entertained me . they were the most impt and cared for people in the entire 2 yrs . bindy, my twin ! the teachers thought we looked alike (: funny buddy !

many thanks to yinfan ( neighbour/study buddy) who helped me through the last minute revision for my o levels and prelims . although i was kinda annoying asking him alot of qns at the last min, he helpd me through it and made sure i understood . the late night studying and the patience was wad helped me get a better score for o levels (: we could stay up till 12 studying for the coming papers and eating mcs . joseph would pop by too when he felt like it . thanks alot !

the other ppl who were also there for me : jacky, jiawei, andy,elaine, denise, joseph, alicia, linhui, serene, rachel, benjamin wong, lixia, keng kiang, guanting, raji, rani, izhar, zhiyin, amanda choy.
thanks for the laughter and joy during the most boring periods, the sweets passed down during the tiring moments in class and all the funny things dat we shared (: serene, rachel, amanda, zhiyin and benjamin were music elect bunch . running up the slope to mgs, laughing, eating lunch and mugging for music.

tingxi and emily: the two wonderful musicians who were with me and helped me for music elect . frequent chats on the phone, explanade outings, tang quartet concerts, mrs fields for teabreaks, talking and complaining while having lessons in mgs,eating mgs canteen food for break, ice creams, crackers and anything edible, running all over mgs and laughing away and town outings . we shared great , unforgettable time together . all the fun we had taking photos with the merlion and also neoprints (: LOVE YAR !

lastly, thanks to fahrun who helped me for malay and the crazy one who was a really gd source of entertainment during malay period . and all that comforting when i was feeling awful about results or just anything . ur company for breakfast or just for anything at all was great ! u never fail to put a smile on my face ! thanks for being there ! ur a great friend (:

long entry so i guess i.ll end here . might be busy for the next few days too so might as well a long one .

as cliche as it is, may we be friends forever <3

weekend .

2007-03-17T20:05:00.000-07:00

fri :

went over to malaysia for lunch . ate DUNKIN DONUTS ! woooo ! dats like the only thing i.ll have to eat when i go there (: so i ate and shopped with daddy and mummy . my sis went for her sch.s band concert which was a total bore . ahha . so after dat trip to malaysia, i figured dat my dad would nvr bring me and my mom out together cause we can shop all day and not get tired of it . and my dad gives his awful looking face whenever we entered any shop ! he.ll only give a smile when we.re gonna eat . he has to work on his stamina man ! ahha . went town when we reached singapore and mummy wanted to shop again . so we went og to get her handbag and she bought me one too ! this super cute looking guess bag(: woooo ! although the colour i wanted wasnt there, mummy picked another colour which was okae luh . fetched my sis after dat and headed to adam.s road for dinner . i only ate desert cause didnt feel like eating anything other den ICE CREAM ! but i guess i survived on desert instead .

sat :

went for a run in the evening . wanted to ask xinyi along but it was kinda sudden and my dad.s gonna bring us out when he gets home from soccer so i didnt ask her . another time xinyi (: daddy took us to the movies . watched stomp the yard and i.ll give it a 4 star rating okae . its really nice . its abt this guy who got convicted cause he was involved in some attack where his brother was killed . but after his brother.s death, he stayed with his aunt and went to a uni there called truth university (: cool name but totally weird . so he met this girl he was attracted too but she was attached to this loser guy . the uni has two grps of dancers which do step dancing . as in they literarily step their feet to make some complicated rhythms . a kind of dance . so this 2 teams competed in the nationals and the score was tied . the audience had to make more noise for the group they think has a nicer dance routine . so it was kinda an impromptu thing . and it ended with the guys team winning . oh yar the girl ended up breaking up with the loser guy and getting together with this guy (: wooo ! okae . anyway dat loser guy didnt even know the girlfriends favourite colour and he wants to marry her . wad a loser !

good show and i reached home arnd 12 . daddy didnt let me sleep until i finished the essay he gave me . oh my god . so had to write it cause i kinda procrastinated doing the essay for quite some time . i finally put in some effort and did it . ended up sleeping at 2.15 . but was kinda happy at the result of my essay . the satisfaction was amazing i tell u if u really put ur heart in doing smthng .

pictures from library outing with marlene, linhui and serene after training :

linhui and me (:

im in d jungle ! WOOOO !

marlene and me !

linhui.s blinded by the sun .

marlene.s kissing the bird ? (:

im happy i have ten friends (:

bearobics?

serene and me !

thurs

2007-03-15T19:03:00.000-07:00

HELLO !

yesterday i went out with audrey and steff . ate happy mean for breakfast so i was happy the whole day (: wad an effect ! and i do have the lovely toy and its pink man ! soo HOT ! wooooo ! i saw the reactions on the kids faces when i was holding the happy meal box okae . they were like drooling all over it . and staring at me ! ahahha . i felt sad but every kid needs her toy too . and i am one spoilt kid so i didnt give my toy away (: oops ! but i was happilly playing with it . so the nxt time im sad i.ll eat HAPPY MEAL !

bought uni after chem lesson . we sashayed arnd town and and we ate this yoghurt ice cream and its YUMMILICIOUS ! wooo ! and i bought doughnut which had a smiley imprinted on it . i tink its super nice okae ! but i ate it anyway cause im HUNGRY ! walked from shaw house to plaza sing ! my god . i tink i got hungry after all dat walking okaes . so i suppose i lost weight during the walk ! woooooo ! went ps to get fbt from the carefour . ahah . yes we walked there to get dat and went home . slept in the 190 . and the rain was horrible . reached home and watched hana kim (: woooo ! i.ve realised dat when im watching hana kimi , my moms nagging will just not be signalled to my brain until advertisements (: and i will go like huh mummy just now wad did u say huh . and she repeat herself and when the show starts my brain will switch off (:

audrey and steff are gonna practice hockey today with the stick which is can be used for alot of things .

funny conver:
audrey : aye steff i broke my stick
steff : yar rite
audrey : cause i saw a cockroach and i started wacking it with the stick and it broke .
farni, audrey, steff : *laughed*

this is soo crazy okae . i laughed like crazy .

weds

2007-03-14T07:26:00.001-07:00

ate breakfast at yakun with steff and audrey, walked to sch for chem, queued like forever for chem notes, went for chem late, ate lunch with jiawei, jacky, sijin, kevin and andy. all the 4e2 people ! wooo . and i realised im like the only girl from 4e2 in pj so i guess class outing would end some wad like dat . 5 guys and me (: oh well . enjoyed the company ! missed 4e2 alot . catched up and laughed like crazy ! met marlene, linhui, serene and weijie and played pool . linhui is soo crazy . she can just like take the white ball for no reason and laugh den forgot that its her turn . so she had to put it back . ahaha . so funny . oh and there was the happy never after thing going on in lot one and lin hui and i went on stage to vote for the person whom we thought was best dressed ! i voted for prince charming and she voted for some yellow thing . but we were laughing cause we were on stage . my goodness ! we were seriously mad ! went for training after dat . oh celebrated lin hui.s belated bdae man ! wooohoooo . happy bday linhui on like the 6th of march ! oops , super belated (: training started and i ran ten rounds so i payed back wad i owed on like mon . all cause of piano sharing session where i embarassed myself totally ! wooo ! had a gd run . after training, headed for westmall and ate and marlene wanted to play pool but it was kinda cold so we didnt . we were walking and dats when i thought of a brilliant plan to have a bk where we rite and pass to each other . so bought a bk from popular and linhui, serene , marlene and i were decorating the bk in the library (: woooo ! had fun . took photos and practically laughed alot . anw i realised we could print the photos for the cover page babes (:

good luck to the netballers who are constantly having mock exams ! all the best (:

anw cassandra told me seok hoon came up with a name for me. and im like morning sunshine ! WOOOOO ! and cas is like afternoon breeze and seok hoon.s night star ! oh my god ! wad kinda weird names are those but i tink i like mine (: ALOT ! morning sunshine :D

weds

2007-03-14T07:26:00.000-07:00

2007-03-12T20:49:00.000-07:00

i just realised im DAT retarded (:

2007-03-11T04:19:00.000-07:00

sat:
campfire was fun and i screamed, shouted and did seriously crazy stuff with audrey . we danced the mass dance. fun dance and tapped anyone we felt like tapping and den looked away (: dats was like the highlight for us . we felt really happy after doing dat and evryone ended up knowing dat it was us by the end of the day ! ahha .

got the hardest theory paper for the exam and met tingxi, crystalbelle, rachel and dominic . woohoo . i got my luck from them ! oh and i was lucky for the italian terms ! theres only like one and its 2 marks . dolce cantabile=sweetly and in a singing style !was lucky i guess . didnt touch my italian words during revision sowas kinda happy dat i knew d ans (: woohoo .

sun:
went to mr kaan.s house and we watched cartoons and entertained him . i tink he was kinda happy dat we came (: he was smiling wide okae . i can tell ! and his wife was soo nice . ate chicken rice and desert . and was laughing at mr bean . we watched little mermaid too ! woohooo . mr kaan has a super nice plasma okae .
went out with bindy, clare, guan ting, jacky, izhar, raji, rani, joseph and jia wei. we played pool at clementi for like 2 hrs plus .

2007-03-09T17:55:00.000-08:00

IM SOO SORRY AUDREY ! oh the apology was because i ditched my buddy cause i have theory exam today . but i promised to stay by her side throughout the training so i felt really bad . but my piano teacher was to go through some stuff before the actual exam . and im also rather scared for it so i dont tink i.ll be like screaming and stuff in sch . and wad if i end up forgetting wad i.ve learnt ? so i cant go . but i promise to perform with AUDREY for the campfire and to tink im gonna be a bird ? ahah , a BIG BIRD ! woohoo . i tink my role is quite easy but we.re gonna do like fun dance after dta so i might just not know how to do . so audrey and me will just follow the people in front of us . ahah . hope wemake it through the performance . anw we had to do a risk . and our risk was to say hi to 5 people we didnt know . and so, we went into the room to take our bags and we juts went arnd and said like hi to 10 people . and they were all like dats ur risk isnt it ? ahaha . i guess its quite obvious (: audrey and i figured dat we.ll be broke if we ate cafe food evryday but i guess we dont care . we bought cafe drink, ate cafe food and queued at the cafe queue *okae dats obvious*

today is the last day of leadership training so i tink its gonna be fun with the risk and all . i really wanna go but i guess i.ve got to set my priorities rite for the first time . hope the theory exam isnt hard or smthng. just dont get paper S ! i want an easy paper (:

after the paper im gonna head down to sch for the campfire . im kinda excited for it cause i guess its the main attraction of the whole orientation .

to 4e2 poeple of 2006 :
if u can make it for the outing to mr kaan.s house on sun, 11th march, contact clare for more details . lunch wwill be catered . this is a delayed chinese new year visit if u didnt know . mr kaan finally said dta he.sgonna be free on sun . cyar there .

clare :
are we(bindy,huiyi,jeraine,vina,you and me) gonnna go out after the sun visit ! anw its the march hols so we can go crazy ! need to get orange fbt ! *prays hard dat there.s size* (:

bindy :
enjoy ur orientation is sajc my dear ! anw campfire today if u wanna crash (: come with me ! im gonna reach sch only at 5.45 just in time for campfire . my theory exam ends at 5 .

i.ll have the time of my life !

orientation

2007-03-08T05:18:00.000-08:00

first day of orientation:

BORING . just one word to describe it .

second day of orientation:

played wet games . had fun and i won CLIFFORD.S OG ! read dat clifford . u LOSE ! ahaha . (: whee . soo happy . screamed and cheered . dance all day long and tryouts later . ball handling . cleared my rounds ! and played street netball . talked and went crazy with andrea and rachel and jasmine . its quite fun . bought uni too (:

sats is the theory exam . not blogging much but i.ll update more after the exam .

cant go orientation in the morning . coming only at like 5.45 for the campfire .

gonna mug for theory ! cyar at third day of orientation (:

2007-03-06T05:40:00.000-08:00

sun :

ate seoul garden lunch buffet at marina square ! wooh ! ate like a piggy man but who cares (: went to get this skirt and this sb ! went ps and passed the changing of guards ceremony outside the istana ! so intresting . the guards were marching off soo nicely and orderly ! i fell in love with them immediately . to think those ppl marching in the hot sun are burnt ! but surprisingly they.re not man . SOO HOT ! ooh ! watched norbit . i tink its kinda disgusting . the amount of fats used in filming the show is like woooo !

mon:

normal sch day ! but i hugged many many ppl cause they.re leaving me ! oh no ! but im happy for dem . received small notes from ppl and sweeta and chocolate ! thanks ppl . i have a sweet tooth (: ahaha . soo much lurve was given out ! and took alot of class photos . and cassandra.s crazy ideas was like amazing . i didnt know she.ll think abt that kinda stuff okae !

tues :

no sch . posting results out . my sleep was disturbed when my LOVELY friend gave me a call to tell me that the results are out already at 7.05 ! this is soo crazy . and i cant sleep after dat (: went with clare to ngee ann to get her appeal to bussiness ! kinda crowded . hope u get ngee ann ! anw if not its the same course okae . u.ll just gotta travel further . and the more complicated route . i.ll pray for u . meijin dont get to upset too ! u.ll get to c me evry single day of ur life ! wooo ! isnt dat a must ? ahah . anw cheer up evryone who didnt get in their ideal dream sch or courses . sometimes evrything wont go as planned alrite ! u.ll just have to except in and move on . why suffer ? be optimistic ! but all the best for ur appeals (:

went to sch for training . and it was quite fun . it rained so there was no games . but owels , we had ball handling and stuff . ran here and there, jumped arnd evrywhere and screamed and shout all evening and laughing was a must ! training was fun but i had to run over the overhead bridge whenever i go home soo late cause its just soo scary okae . today.s running over the thing was soo sooo tired . met regina while walking home . she was calling me from a cab and i was like looking arnd . ahha . and we like exchanged nos there ! wow . i tink its quite intresting how things can just happen that way !

cyar tmr at orientation ! og28

2007-03-03T02:35:00.000-08:00

last fri i went with the MG girls to catch dreamgirls ! this week, it was the COMMONWEALTH guys . im soo crazy . but who ever cares (:

we ate at kfc and decided to catch a movie only after king decided dat his friend wasnt goin for the training cause it was raining quite heavily . so we went to watch letters from iwo jima . the story line progressed rather slowly so being tired, i slept like a little kid who was deprived of sleep ! how retarded but i guess its okae since i understood the story . oh and the most important thing i rmb from the show was dat, the main actor looks like YONG KANG ! oh my god . i said dat to choon lock at the beginning of the show and it was disturbing to know dat someone in the movie looks like someone sitting like 4 seats away from me . i feel soo blessed for wadeva weird reason (: after the movie i headed home with king and clifford . apparently it was a quiet bus ride to bb interchange . and to tink sleeping while standing was even possible ? king showed me dat he could do it very well and i mean very well ! ahaa . its amazing how he could do it . i.ll try the next time but i tink im destined to land on the floor so mayb i changed my mind abt trying (:

anyway, it was a fun day out and although i didnt get to watch hana kimi cause i reached home only at like 8.20, i was happy ! (:

im dying to scream out loud for The Messenger ! *find the time to watch it !*

tmr will be having lunch at seoul garden cause my mom.s friend is gonna treat us to lunch or smthng cause of her bdae which past recently . i live to eat ! but mayb i.ll change my motto to i eat to live so i wont end up eating soo much !

mummy.s birthday .

2007-02-27T23:11:00.000-08:00

went for a haircut yesterday with lovely mummy . went for lunch with her too ! i.ve always had fun when im out with her so (: she was real crazy when she was at the hairdresser cause she was thinking about cutting her hair super short for whatever weird reason she had . but after i told her dat she.ll look horrible , she didnt want to cut it dat way anymore ! luckily man . like wassup with her . weird mom i have . ahha .

today there was pe and we were concentrating on jumps today . and it was crazy i tell u . we had to skip a total of 400 times ! and jump up the steps at the grand stand like a total of 7 i tink . and do crunches and push ups . and standing broad jump too . we ran 2 rounds for warmups . its totally crazy but the class survived pe ! i felt soo heavenly after i bathed okae . like soo refreshing .

malay was kinda fun today . the class was watching some malay movie called sepet which meant slit eyes . urm the story line was kinda intresting i guess and the show was quite of a laugh . theres this chi guy who fell in lurve with this malay girl and THE MALAY GIRL IS DROP DEAD GORGEOUS ! i fell in lurve with her okae . so HOT ! urm okae . besides dat . the love thing progressed and the guy was very much in love but he had to end up sleeping with this gangster.s sister or he will be beaten up . but the sister was super ugly dats why needed the brother.s gang to threaten the guy . and so being responsible, the guy told the pretty girl dat i.ll take care of the child after she.s born and the girl until the brother gets outta jail and after dat , they.ll be together forever . how sweet but stupid . the girl obviously didnt wait for him after wad he did to her . but that was where we stopped watching . the ending will be continued tmr i guess . its a nice story i guess but to leave me hanging like dat is so awful . i dont know the ending ! ahaha

its raining now and when i went home by bus i felt disgusted at how my socks was sticking to my feet . eeaww! the feeling sucks totally !
anw i think im growing fatter as i eat more day by day . how annoying is dat . how i wish i can just eat and eat without thinking about how fat im gonna grow . but weight matters ! im only eating for lunch tmr so i dont gain weight or smthng . urgh !

tmr.s a long day again but i.ll make it through if i try to enjoy it so dats wad im gonna do (: theres training tmr and i still owe 7 rounds track ! okae dats it . to ensure dat i dont owe anymore rounds, im gonna run at least 7 rounds track after training tmr and ask daddy to fetch me cause i.ll be too tired to even go home so yar .

today.s an important day ! its mummy.s birthday ! so yar mayb goin out later for some celebration(: got her an esprit handbag and her favourite durian cake ! so she.s kinda happy i guess . she contented with wad she got XD

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUMMY ! LOVE YOU ! <333

dinner .

2007-02-25T01:04:00.000-08:00

i had seafood for dinner yesterday ! across the causeway that is . for whatever weird reason . the food was nice but i wasnt real in the eating mood at that time so i drank more that i ate (: i tink the HONEYDEW JUICE was super nice . no joke . it was soo nice dat i drank 2 cups (: super goood ! oh the setting of the place is also very nice . its some candlelight dinner again ! (: my moms crazy . she orderes crab and yes the whole family was like peeling it and stuff . i only ate like one piece which was a part of the crab . i didnt eat my rice so i was like eating the fish and shark.s fin soup ! i felt bloated already with all that in my stomach . went home at 11 plus and i was sleeping all the way in the car .

i love honeydew juice ! give me more (:

my mom was teling me dat d only reason y i like honeydew is cause honey sounds like farHANI . so retarded . i didnt even thought about dat luh . she.s just jealous i.ve got sucha nice name . ahah. but oh well, i.ll let her call me and admire my name since she gave me d name ! (:

thanks mummy for the oh so weird name without meaning ! but i love it (:

going out for dinner now . when i just ate mummy.s birthday cake ! sooo crazzy . no wonder im growing fat .

sun

2007-02-24T18:44:00.000-08:00

1.ran in the morning !

2.going to play piano till my fingers hurt later .

3.enjoy today till tmr (:

4.smile all the time !

stuff i.ll do today .

when the wind rushes to ur face, u feel wonderful but when it stops u tink of the bad memories . dont u tink ?

farhani.s smiling .

rotten week

2007-02-23T17:35:00.000-08:00

i had to wake up for stupid piano ! urgh ! how frustrating . i actually wanted to sleep throughout the weekend but i guess i cant do it . but who cares . im gonna try .

plans for weekend:

1. run, run and run !
2. sleep
3. use the toilet
4. do some homework
5. watch tv
6. do anything dat.ll make me feel better

this are the 6 things im gonna do this weekend . preoccupy myself with a busy schedule and i.ll survive the weekend .

thanks to those that helped me out last nite (: butthearts !
i.ll be better soon okae . thanks for everything <3

once bitten, twice shy .

2007-02-23T06:25:00.000-08:00

i should have just kept my mouth shut and not have said a thing ! now its no longer the same as before . its all weird now . i hate the feeling ! a secret my heart cant keep (:

3 day out with meijin .

2007-02-23T02:16:00.001-08:00

weds

ate with xinyi and mg girls and mos burger at bpp . was laughing and stuff . i didnt eat but i bought doughnut to keep me full ! urm went back sch for training after lunch (: nthng much happened .

thurs

sch was boring . draggy thurs . besides no one in class to talk to me . qin jie and poh yee were busy showering each other with love and jonathan talks alot dat my brain isnt processing wad hie says ! aha . and he knows dat okae but he kept talking . so i cant stop him (: went out with meijin, valerie, xinyi and yueli to food republic for lunch and we ended up eating deserts ! whee . ate honeydew sago (: it was LOVELY ! xinyi and yueli went rock climbing after dat . val went to meet her friend and meijin and i went shopping ! tried out clothes from topshop but nvr bought it . no suitable size for the top she wanted . and for me i told my mom to get dat skirt so theres no need to get it myself (: crazy trying outfits with meijin ! how fun ! thurs are like super long days so i end at 6 . but the lessons after 12.30 was crazy so didnt go for them . but came back at 4 for gp but the teacher didnt come . how dumb ! had pe at 5. played ultimate frisby . totally boring can . we had to walk back to the starting line evrytime time we scored luh . wassup with dat man ! anw i swear i.ll nvr land my butt on the field ever ! so crazy . after i practically rolled myself arnd the field cause i was feeling lazy, my thighs were super itchy ! so gross okae . and i scratched it till it went red . how smart . went training after dat . ran 4 rounds track after training cause i owe like 11 rounds . stupid pe had to start when training starts . so i.ll end up owing every thurs i tink . so i still owe 7 rounds track !

today

MG GIRLS MADE MY DAY (: thank you !
ate at subway AGAIN for lunch with meijin, lauren, sanggi, prilla and rachel ! watched dreamgirls at cine with mg girls . bought mummy.s present from esprit . i slept in the theatre . mayb i was too tired . cause i was up late the night before . oh but i learned a new hand wave from watching dreamgirls okae . its soo funny so if u see me waving in a weird way, think of dreamgirls (: ahah . its all soo musical . they were singing throughout the entire movie and mayb it sounded like lullaby to me ! ahaha . urm but their vocal cords are like super ! sounded real gd !

i was feeling lousy today cause i think someone.s angry at me and it felt soo soo weird but the outing with the mg girls made me go WHEE for some really weird reason . mayb i was laughing at sanggi ! she.s soo funny and crazy . oh mayb i felt exhilarating after jay walking too much arnd town . meijin close ur eyes and run across the road if ur afraid ! ahah . anw i flagged the 190 with the wave okae . so cool ! and the uncle stopped (: ahaha . mayb he liked the wave ! whoo ! i shld do d wave alot more until i get sick of it ! oh but i realised dat i didnt like anyone to get angry at me . so if u are please tell me . i.ll apologise until ur not (: im serious okae . it feels terrible . and it was a silent friday today ):

i spent 3 consecutive days out with meijin ! i.ll not forget u okae . had fun on all 3 occasions (: cyar monday ! sleep at nine today so u can wake upand have no eye bags ! lurves <3>u got me twisted .

dat tues i had fun .

2007-02-20T01:30:00.000-08:00

MAN BITTEN BY HORSE IN CHILDREN.S ZOO !

the headline dat caught my eye ! read about it and felt so happy i wasnt at the zoo eating breakfast or smthng okae . if not i would have been bitten too ! knowing me, i would have patted the horse too ! and guess wad ! have a scar on my abdomen FOREVER ! i feel lucky (: mayb my obsession for the zoo has died down but i still want to visit it someday ! i want to see all the cute looking animals with the oh so weird names jumping all over me ! dats crazy but its super exhilarating !

oh anw im gonna be a super lucky girl ths yr cause i saw 4 lion dance performances luh . and my friend told me dat the lion dance thing was to bring luck to the area or smthng like dat . so yes ! oh the first lion dance i saw was the one at my house ! it woke me up luh . and to tink i thought the lion was going to swim at the swimming pool or smthng . ahaha . totally crazy ! cause it was dancing arnd the swimming pool for wadeva weird reason . the second one was at vivo city where there.s the opening of a new shop called pat.s oven . the cymbals were crashing soo loudly dat it disturbed my candle light dinner ! stupid thing . okae . so the third time was at my house again ! on the second day of chinese new year . wonder why my house need DAT much of luck . oh but i was watching it on the second day cause i woke up early and to think i ran down just to watch the performance ! ahaa . i was excited okae . i didnt know there were many who wanted to watch it too luh . so as usual, it was jumping arnd . and for some weird reason, the lion came soo close to me ! so scary ! and it was like blinking its eye and all ! i was like WOW ! and took a few steps back . obviously luh . its like soo close to me can . crazy ! it actually wanted me to take some scroll out of its mouth ! ahha . how would i know rite . i dont understand lions okae . so the last encounter was at marina square today . it was the opening of some food outlet . so im gonna be a lucky kid this year (: hope so !

i couldnt seem to find the skirt dat i wanted to get form topshop luh ! i went to the outlet at marina but there was no sight of it . i asked the lady working there but she was not much of a help . she had no idea wad i was talking about luh . anw its not dat im not fated to get it BUT its just been snap out fast cause its soo pretty ! went esprit after dat and im gonna get my mom an esprit handbag for her bdae present ! she loved it but my sis and i was like mummy u tink first luh . mayb u.ll c a nicer bag tmr or smthng . ahah . how evil . oh and she managed to persuade us to get the tiny umbrella from there . cause we dont carry umbrellas to sch and we always get wet when its raining . but since she bought us the umbrella i can go out come rain come shine without worrying ! yeah !

have to go for a run later ! ate alot today . ate some toast for breakfast, ate at some indonesion restaurant for lunch and ate swensens after like walking for twenty minutes ! im not eating dinner today . i didnt know i was sucha big eater but who cares ! ahha . burning some calories today is a MUST (:

its been a long holiday BUT tmr is the start of sch . but den again, its just like 3 days to the weekend . its a short week .

im not going for malay tmr ! i.ve gotta do some skit during the lesson . and my group hasnt planned anything and besides i wont want to do anything else except for being a tree so i tink im gonna be kinda useless . so no malay lesson ! im gonna seat in mdm soh.s chinese lesson . hope she allows me too (: besides i.ve always had passion for chinese . ahha .

the simplest things like talking about stuff dat bothers us or seating in a train or catching a movie, haunts me every damn time i walk alone. knowing dat i was alone cos of u. cos there were more important stuff that day than me. cos i just wasn't much of a significance, i guess.

2007-02-19T06:44:00.000-08:00

*SCREAMS AND SHOUT *

i dont feel like blogging so dat was wad i was doing before i signed in to type smthng ! update nxt time (:

lurves !

chinese new year !

2007-02-18T00:29:00.000-08:00

family= 3 big girls+ one overgrown boy !

anw dats wad i figured abt my family yesterday ! the whole family is childish man . like my dad plays the toy helicopter ! and my mom likes to play with the soft toys i have on my bed ! gosh . wait till u c wad she does to them luh . super funny okae . so lets c wad u get with my parents genes in me and my sister . my sister likes to act mature for wadever reason she has . and me ? i tink im the worst of the lot ! ahah . im like seriously crazy . can u imagine farhani crazving to go to the zoo, get spongebob squarepants cutlery set, switching to cartoon channels whenever she watches the tv and obsessing over toys ! this isnt happening to my family . ahah . BUT its fun to have sucha weird and fun family .

since i.ve got a huge obsession to go to the zoo, im gonna go for the jungle breakfast at the zoo tmr ! and celebrate my mom.s bdae too . somehow we.re gonna celebrate it like ten days earlier ! soo early . okae so tmr i.ll get to c elephants bathe from a distant, take photos with orang utans and having close encounters with phytons . i think i wont end up eating breakfast can . i.ll just be staring at the amazing surrounding and the animals with my mouth wide open ! . i can imagine the whole experience in my head . oh my gosh ! im super excited (:

went blading today . met haziq and his brother cycling at east coast . wow ! his hair is soo long . i tink its reaching my hair already (: ahah . went swimming after dat ! and i saw baihaki while i was at east coast ! his some footballer .his neck is super super long okae .its abnormally long ! im amazed at the length of it . his even taller den me when im on blades ): soo tall . but im contented with my height luh . cause im like ahead taller den my mom when im on blades . and she wasnt happy abt it when i told her just now ! ahhaa . i was like telling her,"mummy luckily i didnt get ur genes if not i wont have a bird.s eye view" ahaha . evil but true okae . and i tink im going to be taller den my dad so im super happy ! farhani.s the tallest in the family (: mayb its quite weird but who cares ! i like it !

im gonna watch the messenger on the 2nd of march ! *screams and shouts*
school starts on wednesday . *mix feelings*
tryouts on monday . *fainting*

enjoy ur cny holidays people ! lurves <3

test (:

2007-02-17T07:09:00.001-08:00

Disorder | Rating
Paranoid: Low
Schizoid: Low
Schizotypal: Moderate
Antisocial: Low
Borderline: Low
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: Low
Avoidant: Low
Dependent: Low
Obsessive-Compulsive: Moderate

URL of the test: http://www.4degreez.com/misc/personality_disorder_test.mv
URL for more info: http://www.4degreez.com/disorder/index.html

lousy ! booo !

2007-02-17T05:47:00.000-08:00

today i woked up in sucha hurry cause stupid farhani forgot that her piano lesson is at 10.00 and not 9.00 . so apparently she was woken up by her maid at 8.15 ! so i ran to take a bath ! and i swear i.ve not been in the toilet for sucha short period of time luh . amazing ! got out of the house at like 8.45 but i managed to reach my piano teacher.s house which is at jelapang at 9.10 ! gotta thank the crazy bus driver who drove soo fast dat i was actually goin crazy even when im seating (: oh and when i reached the lrt, the board which showed which train was arriving wasnt working and i was left to guess which route dat lrt was gonne take . luckily it was the correct one ! i was blessed (: ahah . right !

so had piano lessons but i was early so i just sat in for my sister.s lesson and waited for mine to start . gosh it was totally boring okae . mayb cause i wasnt playing so i felt bored . or mayb its just my sister.s playing dat bores me (: oops ! i havent figured out which one it is yet though . ahah . but i tink i have a rough idea ! *cough*the second one*cough*

currently theres this huge flying thing in my BEDROOM ! oh my gosh its flying all over and freeking me out !

anw i ate dunkin donuts today ! its been long since i did so the donut with the custard tasted soo LOVELY ! urm but i tink im not in the mood for donuts today cause i just ate like one . BUT dats gd cause i have less calories to burn (: happy !

and i dropped the whole box of six donuts on the floor cause i was careless AGAIN ! i dont know wad i was doing luh mayb i was like not focusing today . evrything.s going outta place ! especially my brain ! the ultimate most important thing dat puts my whole body coordinations together is not in place ! but it better be tmr or i.ll get lotsa injuries while blading tmr ! better not or i.ll go to sch on weds with like bruises all over me and bandages all over (: so un-glam ! i wont curse myself !

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR (:
enjoy ur new year ! loves <3

rain rain go away
come again another day
all the world.s waiting for the sun