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FARNI TAN
♥ hello stranger,
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I am a smiley person which drives people crazy, i ♥ my friends, i ♥ the [NETBALL TEAM] who bring smiles into my already beautiful life! I love food & honeydew & guava && durian! i love song lyrics and how they are soo meaningful, i love long talks and carrides to nowhere. BEN & JERRY.S! I wanna dance with ROBERT HOFFMAN all night (if i can catch up with his moves):D cause his my hotstuff. I'm turning 18. I'm plauged with social distractions and i love wasting my time on [ART FOR FRIENDS]. I can hold a decent conversation if you.ll give me a beautiful smile. P.S LOVE THE WORLD AND SMILE AT THE STRANGER,

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it's 12:13 AM now

Friday, January 02, 2009
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ps: HO you better not say i havent done anything for you! 


it's 2:09 AM now

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

ive realised one thing- nothing can be forced; not love, not friendship(:


it's 11:45 PM now

Friday, November 14, 2008


it's 9:53 PM now

Tuesday, September 16, 2008
TO MY FRIENDS OF ALL TIME!

this would be my last post before A levels before i come back and start rambling about how im enjoying evry bit of my long awaited holiday after the A.s

ALL THE BEST FOR THE A.S. DO WELL, NEVER LOOK BACK TO REGRET WHAT U HAVE OR HAVE NOT DONE. LOOK FORWARD CAUSE U KNOW UVE DONE UR BEST, PUT IN UR FULLEST EFFORT AND REALLY WORKD HARD FOR THIS. 

TO YUHUI, YONGDA, RUIHE: study hard guys. never give up even if ur on the toughest road of ur life. rmb what u told me, we will always be there for each other no matter what till the end. so here goes, tt journey to the end. love u guys and wish u luck<3>

TO SERENE PEH: the big plans u have coming up for u. just 8 weeks before u do the first thing u always wantd to do. smthng to do with the hairdresser? HAH i rmb okae. study hard and powerpuff girls will get u thru. its just a pencilbox away! great friend-always be there for you((: all the best! ps: dont tell me secrets before the paper. we might think of each other! <333

to elaine toh, fahrun:  fahrun, u can do this okay! u gotta have faith although its worse den O.s! i know u will, somehow u.ll find ur way. all the best to u guys too! elaine, stop shopping for those dresses! see u soon in novena((: all smiles, ur loved.

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it's 1:49 AM now

Tuesday, July 08, 2008



it pains me to see my friends in such agony
and it pains me more when i look at my reflection,
only to know im no better; but even worse den dat.






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whatever it is i.ll try
whatever it takes i.ll try
so dont pay nor mind
to what others say; just try!

quit leaving me behind!i mind.

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it's 11:40 PM now




i thought i could make it i swear but getting thru this is harder den dat!













if i had one wish, all i could ask for is not this nor dat.
just let me be you,him or her but not me 
cause i wished i had better days,
no sour days or glum ones.
for its just not in me to be STRONG! 
i cant get thru another day i swear.



a wise man once said, success is when u.ve stepped out of ur failure zone, picked urself up and carry on. 

thanks friends for being there. and bestfriend, i know u care but u just dont know how. sorry u had to deal with my emotions; its killing u, its killing me more. and u did great, im happy for u! u.ll do well for sure():

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it's 2:36 AM now




u probably have ur reasons and everything.s not just on the surface.
i should understand cause im ur friend;
i.ll try but i wish i knew why.

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it's 2:27 AM now

Sunday, July 06, 2008
the family!

THE SISTER, THE BESTFRIEND, THE CONFIDANTE, MY LOVE<333

 if yoo cant hold on,
on ur very last try,
i.ll be there in the morning
to pull yoo thru!




the durian tree is bearing loads of fruits dat my freeking neighbour is even reading newspaper there! urgh! annoying. and i was lucky to have tasted the durian right from the tree! it was great((: hah. im soo lucky to have a durian tree just below my house. although most ppl would have felt luckier having a coffeeshop instead! my neighbour might just start to set up a tent there so tt he gets to hear the durian when it drops with a thud! oh man!

the many things ppl do to get fresh durian right from the tree! and my aunt came today and we were cursing the person who was trespassing over our area just to steal the durian from us! stupid man. he had a whole bag of it! we were guessing abt 6 fruits luh! WAD! vented our anger into playing tennis after dat. and my aunt suggested hitting the ball really hard so dat the durian will drop cus she thought i had really strong strokes! hah. totally laughed it off! i tink its in the genes to pass such comments and suggestions(:


it's 8:21 AM now

exams ended like quite a while back but my life is still as hectic(:

thurs:
after the phys paper which i hoped would have ended earlier, yuhui and i went for a super lovely lunch at billy bombers and garry tagged along too! i tink we had face cramps laughing at garry! u should hang out with him sometime to know why. HAH. alrite so we ate this super huge chicken wings which was huge, milkshake and i ate banana split. and the funniest part was when we start eating the chicken actually. eating it was actually burning alot of fats okae. super tiring and i tink we took like 1 and d half hrs to finish our lunch. so we started with fork and knives but it ended up dat only i survived the glam test of eating only using fork and knives. garry was _________ (figure dat out urself) but it was kinda funny and yuhui started using her fingers and some tissue but i was true to being the most glam person left standing(((: HAHA although that was really unlikely of me cause my lovely friends got used to me tripping all over the place and laughing at all the wrong times and blah. the list really goes on and on.


our sinful indulgence                             

great photography thanks to garry(:


she,s using her fingers..


totally unglam


the ultimate GLAMOUROUS person((:

another half and hr to camwhore and finish 
up the drinks(:



the bestfriend<333
and after dat super filling meal, we headed to ps but before we reached, the long flight of stairs leading t some housing area kinda attracted me since some time back when i went out with A; so i kinda dragged dem into climbing the long flight of steps and it lead us to some sch and some gate. the sch was d artsy-fartsy sort but yuhui thought it was creepy and she was quite scared abt trespassing but we went in to check the sch out anw and took more photos. d toilet was super small to get in! gosh i couldnt pee in peace cause Y wanted to leave me inside all alone!




it was there far!
we almost died climbing. and stamina just went down the drain after exams):
after dat was movie time and we caught 21. which was a great movie with good life lessons in it too. great unfolding of the story i thought, i might watch it again((: saw shaminah,s friend;i tink she.s nathania. we sat next to each other too! how coincidental.

garry left after, and yuhui and i headed to ikea to get my stuff den headed home with a huge frame. god, i almost fell in the bus prolly on the frame or smthng! see im like dat all the time but somehow i could eat chicken with a knife and fork((: im still totally amazed abt it! 
great day, loads of fun!
sat:
dropped by sp to pass clare her long awaited present ut it was a surprise of some sort((:
den out with S to catch its a boy girl thing for the second time. and we sat beside two very weird ppl! one laughed soo loudly like REALLY REALLY LOUDLY from the die of her mouth ok. retard. and some parts were kinda substantial i would say but she laughed so super loudly. and the couple beside S was sexually active i tink. i bet the guy didnt know a tiny bit abt wad was happening cause his face was stuck on the girls neck. i.ll leave the rest to ur imagination(:
some parts of the movie i really din know if S and i were laughing at either one of the ppl or were we laughing cause the show was hilarious. oh well, dat was fun!
we went to food fest too. and food just gor me wild and S not so cus she was dieting. but i managed to feed her lovely food like the kaya and cheese filled ball and the mango pudding! they were superb!  did a little shopping in btwn and yeah i got that hairband i was searching high and low for((: awesome thanks to S. i ALSO saw the prettiest looking bag i ever saw thanks to S too! hah. but now i found it, i got to convince my mum into letting me get it cus the amnt of bags i have at hm is ______! so i doubt she would let me): ive tried but it doesnt seem to be working! i wished i had lesser bags now. 
the funniest part of d day was i took off my shoes and walked barefooted arnd cine cause it was hurting quite abit(: and S din seem to mind or embarassed at all! awesome friends who love me for who i am i suppose(: she started taking photos of my smelly feet on the escalator! haha!
met the sister after to have dinner BUT I DIN EAT S!(: survived on fruitjuice after S warned me abt being fat! HAH. went taka to acc my sis to get her stuff at the food fest. den headed hm after dat tiring day. we were soo tired, we didnt have the enerdy to walk to our lift lobby okae. soo stayed at the pool to feel the cool breeze sweeping our hair and embracing the picturesque scenery of the night sky. it was a sweet escape esp when it was with the sister((: 


S was soo cute couldnt help but snap a pic!


our new aunties in the area! fashion statement



after dat long post, dat summed up the great weekend and study break. cip.s tmr. i hope i survive
moping floors w/o the bestfriend and other classmates cus they decided to give stupid reasons and left me to suffer): anw, Y wish vivian happy bday for me(: and enjoy urself.


it's 7:15 AM now